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Amazed / Rated PG
This is a song-fic. I do not own the song in this piece (Amazed by Lonestar.)
Greg contemplates his girlfriend on his first night without her.
For what seemed like the millionth time Greg tossed in his bed. He really wished that he could go to work. Two more nights left like this, alone. Everyone always thinks that when death strikes a family the living would want to rest. Not him. When he was still he had time to think, and Jesse was his only memory left. It had been only three days since the accident. He could remember pulling up to the scene. Nothing special about it, just another wreck. A policeman gave him all the licence plates and names. At the very bottom was Sanders. His car, but not him. That's when Grissom confirmed her death. He had never felt such a sense of loss. It felt as if someone had jerked the earth from under his feet. Now here he was crying on her pillow wishing he could have one more night.
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
And every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
Carefully he touched her night gown. You could smell the traces of perfume, sense her presence by sliding your hand down its silky pattern. Heading to the living room Greg found it hard to look at the couch. Too many memories were spent there, movie nights, morning talks, makeups, breakdowns. No more of that. Her shoes sat by the door, almost waiting for the owner to slip them on. When would her mother pick this stuff up? Probably didn't care enough to collect it. The only problem was, he didn't know if he could handle having Jesse's possessions all around him.
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
And touch every place of my heart
Although it feels like the first time every time
I want to spend the whole night in you eyes
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
The answering machine was full. He knew what they all said. How sorry people were and it was such a tragedy. Whatever they spoke wouldn't bring her back. As he yawned he totaled up his sleeping hours. In four days he ended up with only six hours rest. Was that normal? Of course not, but Jesse always said he was different. That's why she loved him. Tears stung his eyes. Somehow he knew the pain would never leave. There would always be a reminder of her
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Greg pulled back the curtains letting the sun shyly poke through. He noticed the small sparkle on the table, her ring. Such a small article stood for something so strong. Although Jesse was gone, she left traces, little pieces over her past all over. Things would never be the same again, for better or for worse.
Baby I'm amazed by you.
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