DISCLAIMER:I do not own anny of the Host characters involved in this I did thenn welll lets just sayy Doc woulld be in my bedroom ;)

Pairing:Doc/OC

Something's wrong.

I can tell.

I can feel it.

Smell it.

Taste it even.

This peace,

This quietness

Is completely wrong

There should be shouting.

There should be shoves.

There should be another.

Another inhabitant in my body.

There should be that parasite.

That…what was her name?

Something to do with fire dancing…

Suns chasing dance! That was it.

She…It wasn't here.

It wasn't raging for me to leave.

To shrink back into nothingness.

I couldn't feel it fighting.

Fighting against the mental barrier I put up.

.Alone

For the first time since that…

Thing

Was inserted

I'm completely alone…

Well…mentally at least, I feel something. A strange presence.

Right now I can feel…

Two

Large

Hands

Holding

My

Two

Smaller

Ones…

Tightly.

And it feels nice.

A gentle touch that I haven't felt for awhile.

Well, to be honest, it was a touch I'd never felt.

This simple holding of my hands.

It caused a reaction in my body.

Some strange feeling.

It was…

Tingling.

Burning.

Smoldering.

Slow.

Sugar sweet.

Numbing.

Warm.

Calming.

In-describable in full sentences.

"Miss, are you awake?"

That voice.

One I'd never heard before.

Made my body react strangely once more.

It caused.

My

Heart

To

Pound

Loud

And

Demanding.

I somehow managed to muster some strength.

Not much but enough to clench my hands inside this strangers.

I could tell that's what they wanted.

Some sign that I was alive im guessing.

The stranger then opened his hands and raised mine.

I was shocked at what the stranger did.

They…

Brushed

Their

Lips

Over

My

Knuckles.

A tender,gentalmenly,caress of velvet on sore skin.

At once I knew this was a man.

A man holding my hands.

A man talking to me.

A man making my heart pound.

A man kissing my sore knuckles.

A man I wanted to see.

I concentrated on one thing.

One simple action that I used to easily do.

Now, it took most of my energy to crack open my eyelids.

"You can do it..."

The man encouraged.

His hands gripped mine somewhat tighter.

That hope in his voice…

It gave me a sudden strength.

Almost like...

Adrenaline

Boiling

Threw

My

Veins

In

A

Wild

Fire.

Then, finally, I pulled my eyes open.

I blinked,takinging in the bluish light.

A light I don't remember.

As I laid there

Eyes searching and finally finding

Him.

Mainly his

Bright

Caramel

Colored

Irises.

My heart once again began to pound.

Also it…

Stuttered.

Fluttered.

Flip.

Flopped.

Spun.

Twirled.

Back flipped…

It simply went into over drive.

The man.

The one above me.

The one with the caramel colored eyes.

Smiled.

At me.

For me.

Just

For

Me…

"Well hello there…"

I couldn't speak.

I could hardly breathe.

"I'm Doc"

I knew it was his nickname.

I may be shocked.

But I wasn't stupid.

"Do you remember who you are miss?"

Didn't he know who I was?

I had no clue.

No sources of a name save for Sun Dancer's.

I went searching.

Quickly I found…

Sorrow.

Blood.

Death.

Pain.

Shock.

Fear.

Love

Family…

Emilie Genevieve Costa.

The image that followed seemed to be a reflection.

The girl had…

Curly

Mocha

Hair.

Wide

Innocent

Green

Eyes.

Pale

Yet

Tan

Skin.

An

Average

Sized

Mouth.

A

Virginal

Curvy

Body.

So, this

Virginal

Wide

Eyed

Girl.

This…

Emilie

Genevieve

Costa.

Was Me.

"I'm Emilie"