Hi folks! Here I am with yet another Ryou/Bakura fic. But be warned this one is really depressing.
Anyways, I hope you enjoy it! Bey the way: They unfortunatly don´t belong to me!sob
Misunderstanding
Part 1: Blind
One look into your eyes was enough to make me fall in love with you. Of course I'll never admit this and I will never tell you how much you mean to me. And the good thing is that I don't have to because you understand. That's the most annoying part actually. It doesn't matter how mean I am or how much I try to hurt you; you just smile because you know I don't mean to hurt you. In fact I just wanna tell you how much I care. But I can't. My pride won't allow it. As long as I don't say it I can still believe to live as I choose and be independent. Not that I actually mind to be dependent on you . . .
It is strange the way I'm feeling. The closer we get the more my head screams:" Run! Before it is too late!" But then my heart answers:" It is already too late!" And as much as I normally act against my hearts advice, this time it is right. It is to late to runaway. The game stopped long ago, this is serious; made to last forever and beyond . . .
I think about these things a lot lately. Strange isn't it? I never thought about stuff like this disregarding the fact that I've never loved before. You are the only person I've ever met who I wanted to protect with my life. Yes, you heard right, I would die for you and that's the truth. And as you know I never lie. At least not to you. You could ask me anything and I would answer with the truth. Weird how you make me do things I've never done before . . .
I never knew how alone I was before I met you. Now I'm alone as soon as I leave you; even if it's just for a minute. I thought I was happy but I never knew what happiness was before I met you. You showed me a whole new world, a world I never cared to know. But of course you changed that as well. In fact you changed nearly my whole life except for a few minor details.