Suicide gone wrong.
ItachiXSakura
Well were to start… I don't know.
I guess it's hard to explain everything that is going on. I know my life isn't very hard, but it still hurts. Really your guess could be as good as mine. I just don't feel it I guess. No I don't, the life energy has left me. I just don't feel like being here. I want to know what happens after death.
There is nothing that would change my mind. It's not because I'm depressed really I'm not. Ha! You don't believe me. Anyways I think you should look into our Shinobi school system. They really suck, and I know a few people who agree with me. It's funny cause our sensei's gossip about students. There is no keeping a secret with them .To be honest they don't know what's going on, they assume things. I know best, not them.
The way people think of me goes both ways, Innocent? Or not? But who truly knows? Nobody really. I've obviously am a teen. I've done things and regretted them. You could say I'm a stupid teen who doesn't know anything, but oh I know more than you think. Not going into any details.
Do I have hate for anybody? No, not really. I am happy.
My nightmares consume me, where I only can sleep peacefully during daylight. At night while I sleep I have horrible nightmares. A lot of the time it takes tell I pass out from exhaustion.
I have dreams, but people crushed them. I wanted to be the strongest ninja alive. But I was always shined out by Naruto, Kakashi and Sasuke. And Sasuke is a missing Ninja! Or was at least.
I am hated by rookie nine, but I don't know why. I'm not as sweet as Hinata or as pretty as Ino, but you would think they would see something good in me but no. Tenten is strong, Temari is the kazekage's brother, and is strong and scary. Karin has a special ability and them there' s me.
I've never been strong and always annoying according to you Sasuke.
I've never been pretty, according to you Ino.
I'm too girly and emotional according to you TenTen.
I will have a horrible and weak destiny according to you Neji.
I'm too loud according to you Shino.
I'm to troublesome and worthless according to you Shikimaru.
I'm not brave enough according to you Kiba.
I can't take care of myself according to you Naruto.
I shouldn't be a shinobi according to you Lee.
I'm too skinny and small according to you Choji.
Hinata.. you always helped me and said the opposite to me than the others.
Temari… You always believed in me… said I was a worthy opponent
Kankuro... You always said I was pretty and you admired me for my skills.
Gaara… You acknowledge me… and I found my heart warm for you. My heart cried for you. I fell in love with you, but I knew it could not be, as you are marrying Matsuri in May. I'm happy for you Gaara.
Don't come looking for me, my body will be disposed of.
-sakura Haruno
Sakura's point of view.
I layed the note on my kitchen counter. I made my legs walk to my bedroom where my preparations are. I planned on grabbing them and then leaving. To die in the forest of death, where I wouldn't be found. I couldn't let them see my body, have them look at my corpse with pity.
My bag is all packed, my pills, poison and weapons inside it. A scroll is in my hand, saying I'm aloud to leave the village. Signed by 'Tsunade' but really foraged by me. I've signed so many of Tsunade's documents that I can sign her name faster than my own.
The guard wasn't even hesitant to let me by. He suspected nothing, and how could he? The scroll looked real enough, I have a happy face on and I looked like I was ready for a mission. Who could ever see through my smile, not even the Sharingan user, Sasuke. When we were younger and now. Well if he has ever noticed he didn't say anything to me.
Not even 2 minutes after I stepped out of the gate Sasuke and his team showed up. Speaking of the devil.
"Sakura"
"Sasuke" we greeted each other
"What are you doing out here so late?"
"Mission" I said smoothly
He shrugged his shoulders and walked away. Karin stepped towards me and hugged me.
"Don't go through with it, your better than that" She took my by surprise
"Karin… Thank you, but I know what I have to do" I smiled and kissed her on the forehead. A single tear ran down her cheek and she nodded her head.
"Come on Karin!" yelled Suigetsu. She hugged me and walked away from me.
"So long Sakura. See you in Hell" I nodded my head at her and grinned. Yes exactually where every shinobi goes. We walked in opposite directions.
'My chakra must of gave it away. I forgot to be careful. She seemed to understand thou, Thank you Karin'
My legs seemed to start making their pace faster. Because before I knew it I was in the forest of death. And it is just as I remember it. Memories attacked my mind as I looked at my surroundings. Orochimaru… Sasuke… Naruto… Lee. Lee probably saved my life along with Ino's team.
Well this forest ruined part of my life, but also made me stronger. Having to fight, having to witness everything. But if I could I would unsee everything. This place kind of screwed me up. And before think I grabbed a poisoned knife and stabbed myself in the stomach and I let everything go black.