Chapter 1

I don't own Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Except for my oc's of course. Hope you like it.

Lambo and Reborn are both adults so it's the ten years later. Just need to clear up any misunderstanding.

Crybaby, coward, idiot, cow, loser, stupid. Lambo has been called many names by mostly everyone and it doesn't really affect him that much. Sure he gets sad but only for a little while. But despite what anyone tells him there is one word that wrecks him from the inside out.

"Your so useless, stupid cow." Reborn said to him after a failed mission that Lambo accidentally screwed up having Reborn to cover for him.

Useless. The word repeated itself in his head. "Sorry Reborn." Was the only thing he could say before heading to his apartment that he rented. Useless. It seems lately that everyone has been telling him that. Except for Tsuna but Lambo could sense that he was also think about that as well.

"Am I really that weak?" He said to himself throwing himself into his bed. "Why can't I do anything right?" He lay on his side. "Maybe I should go training for a while? Maybe that way they won't call me useless anymore?" He sighed. "Like this how will Reborn ever acknowledged me?" Throughout the night Lambo ask himself so many questions. From "How can I get better?" to "Do I even deserve to be a guardian?" to "It's better if I was dead, isn't it?"

He closed his eyes hoping that he didn't wake up the next morning. Tears fell down his face, staining the pillow.

The next morning as usual Lambo woke up. He bitterly smiled before walking to the shower to get ready. Once he finish changing he went to his kitchen to prepare himself some breakfast. He open the fridge and pulled out the peanut butter and strawberry jelly jars. He then grab a butter knife along with the bread and sat down on the table.

He first spread the jelly on both sandwich breads then the peanut butter on both as well. He repeated the actions once more. After that he put the two jars back in the fridge and took out a bottle of strange liquid. Written on the tag on the bottle read Arsenic:1 gram. For as long as Lambo can remember he was to take different amounts of different poisons everyday. He went from taking meth/cocaine to Arsenic. The king of all poison

At first Lambo didn't understand and hated taking in the different poisons since it left him with terrible symptoms. But as he grew older he began to understand and slowly the symptoms became just a slight headache or stomachache for less than a day. Of course no one knew about this since he keep it a secret. The only who knew was the head of the Bovino family since he was the one who made Lambo take those poisons first.

He sat down on the chair enjoying his meal. He read the newspaper from the other day as he ate. "4 DEAD 3 MISSING: THE RESULT OF A VICIOUS CRIME." He read the headlines. He skimmed through the article. It talk about a family of seven were murdered and kidnapped at night. The four dead people were the father, the mother, the grandmother and the oldest sister. The three missing were a boy of age 10 and two twins, boy and girl of age 6.

At 11 in the dead of night the family just arrived home from a party at their relatives house when a man dress in black tried to rob the house. He killed the grandmother first since she tried to call the police. Then the father and robber got into a fight resulting in his death. After that it seems the mother tried to also fight the robber with a metal bar. She soon died next to the husband due to a bullet piercing her head.

It's not entirely known what happen after but police suspected that the oldest daughter tried to fight off the robber from taking her younger siblings. She was found dead near the door. Not much evidence was left at the crime scene except for this sign. Next to the paragraph was a picture showing the on of the walls with a symbol.

As soon as Lambo's eyes fell upon the symbol he felt his breath quicken and sweat began to form around his face. The symbol was a simple circle with a square inside and a triangle inside the square with a dot at the points of the triangle. He keep reading. Police have suspected many people but the main suspected is a member of the Abbandonato famiglia. "Abbandonato famiglia?"

Suddenly flashbacks ran through his head causing extreme pain throughout his head. "No! Stop!" He yelled out in pain. He saw red, guns, knives and his parents. He tightly closed his eyes. Then the flashbacks ended along with the pain. Lambo breathed heavily not knowing what exactly happen but had an idea of what those flashbacks were about.

He stayed sitting for the longest time. Waiting for his heart to beat more normally he took a drink for his bottle. Soon after he stood up to leave. Since he didn't have to do anything today's because of the mission he screwed up, he walk around the city. He went from store to store buying things for himself or a present for someone else.

Just when he decided that he should home for the day someone approach him. "Lambo?" The said teen turned around to see a boy his age with short dark black hair and brown eyes. He wore a black dress pants and light blue dress shirt that was unbuttoned at the top with black shoes. "Um who are you?" Lambo ask feeling bit bad about not knowing this boys name.

"It's me, Luis." The boy replied. "Luis? From the Bovino famiglia?" "Yup." Lambo happily smile hugging the other. "It's been so long." Lambo release him. "How have you been?" He ask. "Great. I've slowly been ranking up." Luis grinned. "And what about you. I heard you became the Vongola's lightning guardian." "Yeah. Lots of things happen but I've dedicated my life to the Vongola famiglia." Lambo said.

"Hey if you're not too busy want to get a drink and catch up." Luis offered. "Sure. I have nothing better to do." The two walk a bit before arriving to a bar. They ordered their drinks and happily chatted away. "So have you been able to do anything about that reborn guy?" Luis ask as they drink their fifth cup. "No. He's such a big shot. I don't even know what I was thinking when I said I'll kill him."

"Well he is the best hit man." Luis said. "Not only that. He's cruel, mean and such a sadistic person. He doesn't even acknowledge me after 10 years. Made I haven't trained enough?" Lambo was clearly drunk and he knew he wasn't going to stop anytime soon. He took another gulp of his drink. "Maybe you haven't but maybe I can help you."

Lambo look at Luis. "How?" He said. "Well I heard there's this place where they teach you skills to improve yourself. I heard it from a friend of mine and they said it really works." Luis explained. "Really? Where is this place?" Lambo ask. "I don't really know but I'll text you the address if you're sure you're going."

Lambo thought for a good minute before answering. "I'm sure." Luis smiled. "Alright then. Just give me your contact info so I can send it to you." They exchanged numbers. "Oh and remember don't tell the others were you're going." Luis said after they paid and were walking back home. "How come?" Lambo ask confused.

"Do you honestly want them to pester you about being weak so you have to go training?" Luis replied. "No." Lambo said. "Exactly so just tell them you're going on vacation for a week. I'm sure they'll understand." "Okay." Lambo nodded. Soon they arrived to Lambo's apartment. "Thanks for walking me home Luis." Lambo said smiling. "Of course anytime."

"It was really nice meeting you and talking to you. I enjoyed myself after what happened these can couple a days. I hope to see you again." Lambo said. "Me too. Well them goodnight Lambo." Luis kiss his cheek before hopping away. "Night." Lambo quietly muttered touching his cheek.

"You look like a love struck girl, stupid cow." "Reborn?!" Lambo turn to his side to see the hit man. "He's just a friend!" Lambo retorted. "Do friend usually kiss each other's cheeks?" Reborn said. "In Italy they do!" Reborn quietly chuckled. "Anyway what are you doing here? Don't you have a mission or some lover to treat?" Lambo ask. "Whether I'm here or not isn't your business."

"I know. Well then goodnight." Lambo turned his back facing the door to open it. Just when he opened it, Reborn pulled him in to his bedroom. "What are you doing?! Reborn!" The said man threw Lambo onto the bed. "Reborn!" He hovered himself over the other throwing his tie to the side. "What do you think you're doing?" Lambo tried to push Reborn off of him.

Suddenly Reborn slap him. "I just feel like doing it." He whispered in his ear. "S-stop! R-reborn." Reborn slowly unbutton Lambo's shirt as he kiss him deeply and passionately. Reborn's tongue explored every area of Lambo's mouth. Not being able to fight against this man, Lambo responded back. Reborn bite and suck on to Lambo's lip causing it to slightly bruise.

Reborn left his mouth and look at the blushing mess of Lambo. "Suck." Reborn place his fingers in Lambo's mouth. Lambo look at him for a brief moment before doing as he said. He first lick the tip before taking in the two fingers. In his mouth he separated the two fingers, one being on top of his tongue and the other in the bottom. "Hmm." Lambo hum. "Stop." Reborn took out his fingers which were fairly covered in saliva.

Reborn flip the other man around, pulling down his pants and underwear, his butt clearly showing. Without warning, Reborn shoved his fingers into Lambo's twitching hole. "Ah!" Lambo screamed in pleasure. "Ah. Hah." He moaned. Reborn then pulled out his fingers. "Making such erotic sounds now aren't we?" He unbuckled his own pants, then thrusted his cock into Lambo.

"Ah!" Lambo let out another scream. "Re-reborn. Ah! S-st, hah, stop." He panted. "Ah. Ugh. Nngh." Reborn keep thrusting in and out of Lambo. "Reborn. Ah." Tears formed around his eyes. "I'm, hah, co-coming." Just then Lambo felt tension build out before he release it. His sperm landed on his chest and bed. Soon after reborn came as well.

Lambo heavily breathed as he fell on top of the bed once Reborn pulled out. Lambo felt Reborn's sperm slide down his thighs. Reborn stood up. He fix himself, picking up his tie and fedora that also somehow fell. With that Reborn left. "That's it? No it was good? Or thanks for the time? He just left silently as of I wasn't even here." He angrily said tears threaten to fall.

"Stupid Reborn. Stupid. Stupid. So cruel, and mean." He hug one of his pillows. "Why? Why do I still love him despite everything he does? Yet I hate him. I hate that I love him so much." The tears fell showing the pain in his heart. It was still a bit light outside but all Lambo could see was darkness. He stood up quickly, warping the blanket around him before opening his door.

Luckily Reborn was still in hearing distance. "I hate you, Reborn!" Lambo yelled. He saw reborn stop for a second before continuing on walking. No you don't Lambo. Feeling a bit better he walk back inside his house. He went to his bedroom laying down. Suddenly his phone went on surprising him. He grab it from his pants that were lying on the floor.

He open it to see a message from an unknown number. "This is the address." Was the only think it said with an address. He click on the address which showed him how to get there. He could feel his self esteem ride up a bit since he knew where he could train. He smiled as he began packing his things.

As soon as he finish packing he sent an email to Tsuna saying that he was going to go on a vacation trip for awhile. And to not worry. Tsuna replied with okay and how long he was going to take. "Just for about a week or two." Lambo replied. "Alright be careful and have fun." Tsuna sent.

Holding his luggage in one hand and his cellphone in the other he set out to his training. He was happy and ecstatic to finally be able to not be called useless anymore. He made a quick pit stop by a candy store to buy enough for the trip. Stuffing his pocket with candy he open a lollipop putting it in his mouth.

Hopefully after this training Reborn can acknowledge me and see me as his equal. Lambo thought not knowing he was going to disappear for a two whole month with no communication with anybody except himself and the trainers.

Thanks for reading. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I like writing it. Lately I've been reading Reborn x Lambo dj's a lot so I was like might as well make my own. I'll try to update as fast as possible but if you've read my other works I can slack off quite a bit.

Sorry for any misspellings, bad grammar or un-understandable sentences.

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