Author Notes: I am working on the next installment to my Cameron series and the ending to Connections. This will either by two or three chapter haven't decided.
Pairing: Jason/Elizabeth;
Summary: Elizabeth alone in her studio after Jason broke it off with her.
Disclaimer: I do not own General Hospital or its characters.
Rate: PG
Category: Angst
Timeframe: 1999/2000
In The Night: Elizabeth's Tomorrow"Tomorrow may not be a better day, but there will always be a better tomorrow."
-English Proverb
Walking into her studio Elizabeth looked around, tears filling her eyes once again. Only a week ago Jason was here with her, for the first time in so long she had desire back in her life. But today that had been taken from her, she felt empty inside her. She felt like someone had broken her into a million pieces and she was left attempt to put herself back together.
Walking over to the couch she fell down, the tears had begun to fall. If she closed her eyes if she inhaled she could still smell his scent on the couch. Opening her eyes she shook her head, she used to do that with Lucky's shirt. She used to hold it so tight to her, needing to remember him and their love. Walking over to her closest she grabbed the box she hadn't gotten out in over a month. She had packed it away like everything else at her Grams.
Pulling the shirt out she smiled, she could still remember the last time he wore this. She could remember where they were this time last year. The thought that she would be crying over Jason Morgan would have been laugh this time last year. The idea that she would be falling in love with someone that was not Lucky Spencer was stupid, because Lucky was her soulmate.
Putting the shirt back in the box she went over to the window. The book on Egypt was still there, the last page he read was marked by a piece of something he found in her studio. Looking up at the sound of a motorcycle she refused to look outside, she refused to look at him knowing he wasn't here for her. She knew it was Jason, he was driving by making sure she got home okay Yet at the same time pretending it was no more then an accident he happen to drive by her studio.
Grabbing the canvas she had prepared the night before she grabbed the materials. She had an idea for a piece of art for her class. She was going to do something about Lucky again; he seemed to be her inspiration most the time. But right now she was not feeling that inspiration, nor was Lucky really on her mind. Right now she was angry, she was upset and she felt betrayed. But most of all she felt empty again.
Jason had filled up the empty spots in her life without her even knowing it. He had become the person she could always count on to be there. The person who would tell her the truth no matter how much it hurt, he could see past the masks she put up. He saw her when no one else did, and now that was gone. Drawling on the paper she took a deep breath tomorrow would be better.
Tomorrow would be a brand new day, but it wasn't the day she was afraid of. It was the night, when there was no one else around. When she had to admit the truth to her self, she was in love with Jason Morgan. She had some how accidentally fallen in love with someone who didn't want to be with her. Wiping the tears away quickly Elizabeth refused to think about that. Instead she would think about the project at hand, she would focus on that and maybe tomorrow she would deal with the rest.
TBC
