Declarer : i Don't Own the show / characters :'X
" Long lost words whisper slowly to me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow inside
I know you're still there "
Stupid , Silly , Thats what you are ! Making a Deal Like that !
Worthless , that what you make fell like , Like im nothing but a thing was thrown at your way ..
Even though i found the father and the brother i longed for in you , But still .. im a Mistake and that the painfull Truth !
" Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you, loving you
I won't let you pull me down "
The way the Blade Slaids Smoothly on My skin , i Fell you there .. Looking at me .. Telling me to stop
The Ruby Colored liquid flood's over the white floor , Looks Almost ... Anglic ?
God Dean , you are So selfish , Making a Deal like that ... i have to push you away now , to live like you're ... Dead
All the feelings i had , the dreams i longed for , were always with you ... And you Want me To be Alone ... Again ?
Jesus , im starting to lose sight , my arm feels so numb , the same eay my hearts feel , thanks to you Big brother
" Hunting you, I can smell you - alive
Your heart pounding in my head "
Dean , you were all that i wanted .. all that i ever dreamed of , and you just want to leave ? am i that bother to you ?
The pain is growing more , the blood almost fill's my shirt , face , and arm
Is that you ? standing there with shock on your face ? or is it my mind trying to trick me ?
" Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me, watching me "
Dean ? i whisper , almost fearfuly , he's not here , he Cant Be here .. i stared at those deep brown eyes , drowning in them
" jesus sammy , what the fuck ? " Wait .. he's here ? No , No , No i scream and shake , it must be lucifer , he's doing this , this isnt My dean
He held Me , Gently in those arms , eyes filled with pain and horror ,i just cant control my sobs anymore , God dean , i missed you ...
" Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you... loving you
I won't let you pull me down "
i cant let this happen again , i cant let him make me hopeful again ... i just wanna let go ..
i cup his cheek with my bloody hand , i get close and whisper in his ear saying "you Haunted me For so Long " And My vision Fall's to darkness
i Hear his screams , i fell his shakes , but that is fearwell dean ... Im Gone
God , that was So Sad ! i couldn't stop crying writing this !
I just Feel , that Sammy Got tired From trying to save Dean , huh ?
This is My First Song Fic ever , No flamer's PLEASE , Read an review so that i'll give a Hug !