It was unusual for Jamie to be doing all the talking. This morning though he was almost running out of topics and his fiance was unusually quiet. Usually she had a lot to say especially since for some time they had been under fire from every angle of the police department. It seemed that everyone had an opinion about their relationship. If it wasn't an opinion, every step they took was second guessed and investigated as if they criminals. They had the worst press scrutiny he could ever remember. Yet thru it all Eddie remained calm and strong. Lately though he noticed everyone started relaxing and people started caring less and less. Jamie suspected it had something to do with a difficult call they had, in which almost everything went wrong. Yet thru it all they both never lost sight of what was important, even saving a few lives in the process.. After that everyone seemed less motivated to question every step they took. Things were finally settling down. Yet today he couldn't get a sentence from the woman he adore. She wouldn't even look at him and seemed more interested in looking out the window.

"Okay, I have been talking for a good twenty minutes and you barely said a sentence. Did I do something wrong?"

"No, I'm sorry. I woke up at four and couldn't sleep and now I have this uneasy feeling. I'm so tired." Eddie closed her eyes and let out a breath she didn't know she'd been holding.

"Wha-"

"12 David, You are required to report back at the station."

"12 David responding" Jamie said on his radio. Eddie bit her lip.

"What gives? We left the station less than half hour ago." Jamie had to admit it was odd to get a call like when they had just been thru roll call and not one boss told they would eventually they would need to go back to the station.

"I don't know but this isn't helping me feel better."

When they got to the station Jamie knew right away something was very wrong. They went to the desk and instead of telling them right away what they had been called for he stalled. Then he noticed he kept on looking at Eddie. Finally he sent them to Renzulli's office where he was waiting with another sergeant and two men in suits.

"Serge, what's going on?" Jamie said now starting to feel uneasy.

"Take a seat." Renzulli said looking at Eddie.

"No, we're fine standing up." Eddie said feeling as if she was about to throw up.

"Edit Janko, I presume?" One of the man in a suit said stepping forward.

"Yeah, that's me. Who are you?"

"I'm Harold Allen and this is Drew Davis. We are with the Marshal service. Miss Janko I'm sorry to have to inform you that your father passed away this morning."

Eddie heard the words, and for a split second the world stood still.

"No, that's impossible." she heard herself say.

"I'm so sorry Miss Janko. Your father was unconscious this morning in his cell. He went to sleep and when they tried to wake him up this morning they were unable to. We transported him to the nearest hospital but unfortunately he died before we even got a chance to call you. Off course a full investigation is on it's way but so far it looks like he suffered an Aneurysm. He complaint about a headache in the last week. He was taken to the medic and she said he should have a test just to make sure nothing else was going on. He refused and insisted he just wanted some Tylenol. Miss Janko I can assure you that if our doctor thought he needed to go to the hospital we would have taken him. According to every record he seemed fine until the last week when he complain about the headache, but he didn't seek medical attention until a few days before. If he had it for longer he didn't reported. If we would've known I am sure someone would have taken care of him. I know this is hard to believe, but we really like your dad. He was a funny, charismatic kind of guy, that had integrity for a criminal. Everyone liked him, this took us all by surprise. We are so very sorry."

Suddenly the severity of the situation hit her. She never had any hope that he could come to the wedding but now he would not even get to see pictures. Three months after getting engaged Eddie took a trip to tell him about the engagement and to visit him. He had been so happy for her. Suddenly, and for some reason she felt Thirteen years old again being told her mother had died. The world was a dark place and when she felt Jamie's hands on her trying to hold her she realized a little too late that she almost passing out.

"Eddie, sit down." It sounded like Jamie's voice but she felt like in a trance or another dimension. She realized she was never going to hear her dad's voice again. In the far corner of her brain she had hold on to some hope that someday he would get out of jail and they would be able to have a normal life again. She had hope that while he may miss her wedding at least he may see her grandchildren. That possibility was gone now. She was all alone.

The world starting spinning suddenly, she grabbed Jamie's hand and closed her eyes. Jamie kept a solid hold on her trying to avoid her falling off..

"Can I see him?" even to her ears her voice sounded strange.

She knew Davis gave her an answer but she barely heard a word. Suddenly she realized she didn't know where her father had kept all the few documents of what he still own. He once had told her he wanted to be buried next to her mother and she had no idea how to contact them. How it had been paid, if it was paid at all. What if she couldn't bury him next to her? Would they object to have a convict there?

"I don't know where his papers are! He wanted to be buried next to my mom!" she said turning to Jamie.

"I'm sure there is a way to settle all of that." Jamie reassured her.

"No, you don't understand. What happens if I can't find them, will they even want them. He wanna be with mom." She felt panic that she wouldn't be able to do the one thing she knew he wanted.

Jamie realized, Eddie was about to have a panic attack. They needed to go home before Eddie had a meltdown in the middle of the precinct. It was breaking his heart watching her come apart.

"Perhaps is best if Janko goes home for the day. You should take the day too Regan. It sounds like she could use someone to help her plan all of this." Renzulli suggested as if reading his mind.

" Yeah, let's go home and we will make a few calls and find out which cemetery your mom was buried. Maybe he made some arrangements, if not then we will make some. It will be fine. We'll make it work. Let's go home." Eddie felt his hands trying to guide her to come with him." Her mind felt like it was going in ten different directions and at the same time she wanted to go home and throw herself in bed and cry herself to sleep.

"Miss Janko we will be contacting you to as soon as the medical examiner finishes with his examination, so you have time to make the funeral arrangements." She nodded to the man named Allen. She saw Jamie write something in a paper and say something to him but she was too upset to care.

Jamie grabbed her hand and she allowed him to pull her out of the chair.

"Change and I will wait for you right here, okay?" Jamie said to her once they got to the locker. He had a worried look on his face.

"Umm, okay, I just want to go home." She turned around and went into the locker room to change.

Eddie couldn't remember how long she took changing but it must have been a long time. Suddenly she heard a knock on the door and Jamie's voice echo thru the room.

"Hey, I have been waiting for you outside for a while. Let's get out of here."

"I didn't expect him to be at the wedding but for some stupid reason I now realized I was holding on to hope that maybe someday he could part of my life again. I mean maybe see our children. It's not going to happen, is it?"

"I'm so sorry honey. Let's just go home."