If there were words to express
How I felt before this mess
From my heart, it would be
Just how much you meant to me

Hiding behind those hurtful words
Concealing every single urge
I thought you would always feel that way
Until those thoughts began to stray

You've been hurt once before
I've felt the same, if not more
I wish I declared for you to see
Just how much you meant to me

Now you've gone to another
And I'm sure she's perfect, just like a mother
I am left on the side
Presumably for you to confide

At night I sit and wonder
How different I am from the other
What made you come to me
And then leave me like some disease

Every detail you purge of her
Making me want to be her
Oh how lovely life would be
If I only told you...

Just how much you meant to me