IT HURTS
I stare in the night sky,and all I can think about is you. Your beautiful smile,eyes that shine with innocence,your personality. You were so naive,you didn't see that I love you more than a friend should. I still love you. It hurt me to see you with him,so much that I can t breathe, laugh or talk with out faking it. And yet, I want you to be happy,and I encouraged you to be with him. I want to die when he kisses you, hugs you, when you laugh because of him... I wish it was me,that I can kiss you,hold you, love you, that I am the reason for your smile, that we have our secret world.
But to you,I am just a friend,and that's what hurts the most.