This is a yaoi fic. If you don't know what I mean then you better turn around. This is a man/man story so to you homophobic guys out there this ISN'T for you. This is a Seto/Yami fic (I'm still not tired of this couple ^-^).
This is my first ever Yu-Gi-Oh! Story, so please go easy on me. I don't know much since they're currently showing the anime's second season (I think) here in Germany.
Author's Disclaimer: I do NOT own Yu-Gi-Oh!. If I did Tea wouldn't be there!
Heartache
Seto downed his ninth glass of whiskey, welcoming the comfort it brought, even if it was just temporary. He slammed the glass down, startling the other occupant of the now barely crowded bar. It was already three in the morning and he was still there, drinking and wallowing in pity. It was not a daily accurance to him, going to a bar and drinking the shit out of himself. Normally he would be home, working the extra papers he brought home or else deciding how to sleep. But then again it was not everyday that he professed his love and got turn down.
He grabbed his jacket and went out, deciding to go back home. Home to the only one who loved him. Mokuba would not approve of his coming drunk but he would still love him, flaws and all.
He got in his car. A voice in his head scolded him not to drive this drunk but another voice encouraged him. His house was just a few kilometers away, the voice reasoned. Nothing would happen.
He drove through the winding street of Domino City. The nearer he got home the faster reality came back to him. His grip in the steering wheel tightened as memories of what happened the other day came back.
Flashback
Seto fidgeted on his seat, nervous. It used to be unimaginable that the great CEO of Kaiba Corp. could be nervous, and here he was.
"Should I really tell him or should I not?" Seto muttered under his breath.
His attention was drawn by the new arrival. His felt his stomach churned in nervousness.
'This is it. There's no turning back'
"Why do you want to meet me here?" Yami asked him as he sat down opposite of him.
'OK. Here goes nothing'
"I asked you to meet me here because I wanted to tell you something," Seto said. "I…I love you"
Yami took a few moments to grasp what he said but when he did he looked at him incredulously.
"Seto…I…"
"I've felt this way about you for a long time," Seto continued.
He waited for Yami to say something. Through his nervousness he felt pretty confident that Yami returns his feelings. After all it was Yami who he'd been closed to him after he opened up to the group.
"I love you Seto, but not that way. I love you like a brother and a friends, but nothing more," Yami said. "I'm really sorry."
Seto felt like his world has crashed down when Yami said that. But he his hid his disappointment behind a mask, something he has no done for a long time. Maybe that's why Yami knew he was just playacting in front of him.
"Seto, are you ok?" he asked.
'Stupid question. Of course I'm not ok.' "I'm ok, don't worry about me. I'm glad I told you about my feeling. Oh, look at the time. I forgot I have a meeting. See you," Seto said.
Seto walked away while Yami looked at his retreating figure with remorse. It was nine at night.
End of flashback
Seto tried to stop the tears that were pouring down his face but it wouldn't stop. He was nearing his house, just a couple of blocks away from the crossing. While he wiped his eyes with the back of his hand a large ten-wheeler truck came rushing in on the opposite. Due to his inattentiveness he accidentally cut in the other lane. The truck blew up his horn in irritation. Startled by the sound he swerved back on his lane just to loose control of the car, crashing hard at a metal post.
'Please, stop this pain I'm feeling. I want out. I want to be happy.'
Seto let the blackness take over him, welcoming it. But before he was completely out of conscious he uttered something.
"I want to be with Yami."
I'll try to get the next chapter next week. I hope you guys like it.
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