Am I Doomed Forever?

Am I doomed?

I look around at the plains

And far away my vision sees

A feather flying in the breeze

Feathers, feathers, everywhere

Carrying dreams toward the sky

Where they can take a life of their own,

And make wishes come true

But some never make it

And they fall, they fall

Spiraling downward,

Dropping before they can begin to fly

Shall my dream be like that?

Will it stop before it even begins?

Am I doomed to watch my happiness

Drift away in the tide?

Can I not control my own destiny?

Haven't I already done so?

For I chased that dream in the tide,

And I was so close, yet so far

I've come too far

I cannot see the shore

All I can do is keep searching,

Searcing for my lost dream

A fog surrounds me

And I cannot see

I'm lost, I'm alone

I've never felt this way

I could scream, I could cry

I could let every emotion

I've ever tried to hide break free

But what good will that be?

Someone, help me!

I never wanted to ask another for help

But I'm scared, I admit it

Scared my dream will never come back

Then the fog lifts

And suddenly I know the way

The way back to my lost dream

It's all so clear, so obvious

I have a burst of energy,

And race down the corridors of shadow

Emerging back in the sunlight of day

There they are, my friends

Friends? That is still new...

Are they actually concerned?

But that is what my lost dream has brought to me

Along with hope and fear, love and hate

But no time to dwell on that

Because I am not doomed forever

I can control my own destiny

I'll to go back to that damn city

And free my dream