Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or any of its characters

Summary: A poem of how John is keeping Sam trapped in the life of hunting. This is my first Supernatural poem. I'm not very good at writing poems, but I thought I would try.

I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings

My life is often filled with darkness

An endless parade of pain and despair

What next will happen is any body's guess

I'm struggling to survive in this waking nightmare

My brother Dean is a beacon of light

He picks me up whenever I fall

He's shown me how to love, he's taught me how to fight

If I'm upset or in trouble, it's him I call

My dad, however, is a different story

He doesn't care what I feel or think

I drowning and dying, and he just doesn't see

Beneath the waves I soon will sink

Hunting consumes my entire world

But I constantly searching for another door

A better life through which I will hurtle

This life I won't live forever more

I talk to my brother, and he seems reluctant

To let me out of his protective hold

But he knows on this I am so hellbent

He's willing to let me off on my own

When I try to talk to my dad about this

His face becomes hardened and his eyes light on fire

He says it's my duty and calls me selfish

From this job I shall never retire

He's keeping me trapped with no way out

He doesn't understand that he's smothering me

He'll never see, though, there's no doubt

He doesn't understand that I just want to be free

I reach out but no one holds out a hand

I'm suffocating so and my body is weak

I cry out as loudly as I possibly can

But no one ever seems to hear me