Diana's P.O.V
I guess I'd always knew, some part of me always felt like I was different. I'd never said anything aloud, to myself or another person. Now living closely, sometimes to close for comfort, with Justin, Orc and Rodger I feel like its one thing I can hold on to, but do I really want to?
I mean people say it's easier to go through this with people that understand around you. Dekka Talent, open about her sexuality and still loved by everyone, well everyone that is except the one she loves, poor girl. She's walking past right now, head held high, not a care in the world. Oh no she has seen me looking, crabsticks!
Three steps away from me, "See something you like?" she says cheekily with a slight hit of worry, I'm not always planning something.
"Maybe, and if I did what's it to you?" a smile is creeping its way up my face, a genuine smile, not an evil, manipulative smile I'm known for, but one that makes me want to laugh, really loudly.
"Well considering it's me your looking at I think I'm just a little involved" A laughed rippled its way along my spine and came out as a hearty chuckle not even half of what I felt like doing. Luckily she laughed along otherwise I would have sounded like I was insane; well I suppose I am a bit.
She apologises claiming she has to be somewhere and scampers off, leaving my with a large decision brewing like a storm in my belly. Should I tell her, Sam, someone?
We Have had many of these moments and I'd consider her as a friend, whether the feeling is mutual or not is unknown. I assume it is as she doesn't seem repulsed by me as others are, because I'm pregnant or the fact that on more than one occasion I have been playing for the team that have wanted them dead, oh well can't please everybody.
By lunch I have decided I will tell her, I think, I don't know. I want to but every time I go to say it aloud I stop myself. I don't know why but it just happens. I'm sitting down out in the limbo between the fields and the lake, far enough away to be alone, close enough to hear the sounds of alarm if one should arise. Suddenly I feel the clasp of hands on my shoulders and a loud shout in my ear; I scream and spin round to face my attacker, arms up in a defensive position.
If it's drake I'm gonna open a whole can of bat poop crazy mother on him. "Dekka! You idiot I could have miscarried!" an amused smile spreads like wildfire across my face, no hope in stopping Dekka seeing it. "oh wah wah, maybe if you were without child you'd be more fun" her tongue pops it head out of the corner of her mouth.
"Why are you all the way out here?" I ask, extremely curious as to her reason why.
"I could ask you the same" one eyebrow rises like a birthday balloon causing a single lock of her dark brown hair to fall across her forehead which appears wet from sweat. "I asked you first"
"yeah well when have I cared what happened in the past? But if you must know I was bored and went for a walk and saw you here so thought I'd make you wet yourself, did I succeed?" Okay...?
"Not even close, though for a second I thought you were drake."
"Me?! Drake?! You must be having a laugh!"
"I'm pregnant I'm allowed some moments of stupidity."
"I don't believe in that bullship, I believe in the same treatment for everyone" And with that we both burst out laughing, my side feels like my baby is trying to use it as an exit. I must look distracted by my thoughts because Dekka gives me a puzzled look and says voice free of sarcasm, "Hey are you alright?"
"No, I'm not; I haven't been completely honest with you or anyone for that matter."I couldn't stop it, it was like a constant trickle of a stream and any minute the large rush of water will come and the dam built to protect yourself will fall taking you down with it. "Dekka ..I...I'm...Bisexual" and there went the water the only question is will she who holds the life preserver save me from drowning in my sorrows?
Please review it's my first Fanfic and I don't know if I should carry it on?