"Oi!" Gwen managed, as she
found herself thrown against the side of the van, "Watch
your driving, Owen!"
Instead of repyling, Owen sent her a
mischevious glance, before returning his full attention
to the rapidly approaching intersection
in front of them.
"Which way?" he shouts
commandingly, a look of steely determination now occupying his
face.
Tosh typed furiously on the keyboard in
the back seat, never taking her eyes off
the screen in front of her, "The
creature is turning left up Hollins Street!" she said quickly,
"And
I would like to second Gwen's driving
complaint. The roads are terrible right now."
Owen spun the steering wheel violently
counterclockwise, taking the van skidding onto the slick
Hollins Street, "No one like a
backseat driver, Tosh."
Gwen rolled her eyes before taking her
hand catiously down from the roof of the vehicle where
it had been braced and putting it on
the communicating device attached to her ear, "Ianto,
do you have anymore information about
what exactly it is that we are currently risking our lives
to chase?"
Ianto's calm, smooth voice echoed into
all of their ears, "Reports suggest that it came through
the rift sometime yesterday evening,
leaving this lovely weather pattern in its wake."
Gwen stared at the nearly unvisible
street ahead of them. The city of Cardiff had been plagued
by torrential downpours and strong
gales for the past 24 hours, making the capture of this unknown
assailant especially difficult for the
team of Torchwood. Not that anything had been particularly
easy since Jack had mysteriously
disappeared right under her nose just a month prior.
"The creature does not seem to be
following any kind of pattern, nor does he appear to have an
intended destination," Ianto
continued. "It's almost as if..." his voice took on an air
of uncertainty,
"It's almost as if he's trying to
get our attention."
Owen let out a humorless laugh, eyes
still on the road ahead, "Well, it worked. I don't know about
you guys, but if I step in one more
puddle, I'm moving to London."
"Your life is so hard, Owen," Gwen chided in a sarcastic tone.
Owen snapped his focus from the road to look at Gwen and took on an offensive tone, "Well, excuse me - "
"Sorry to interrupt this little
lover's spat," Tosh began, ignoring irritated looks from both
Gwen and Owen,
"but the creature has seemed to
have disappeared."
"What?" Gwen asked, a look of confusion mirroring the one on Owen's.
"And have you noticed anything different outside?" Ianto questioned vaguely.
Owen, Gwen, and Tosh glanced out their
respective windows as Owen slowed the van almost to a halt.
Though the sky was still overcast and
the night was still far from pleasant, the thundering rain had
stopped
pounding on the pavement around them.
Gwen turned to the back seat, "Where was it last seen, Tosh?"
Tosh stared at her screen for a moment
before looking up, past Gwen. "Down there." She raised her
hand
to point at a small street tucked
between two rather decrepid-looking buildings not far from where the
van
was now parked.
The three colleagues got out of the
car, Owen stepping out of his seat with a small splash and a muttered
curse under his breath. Both Gwen and
Tosh chuckled quietly.
"Shut up," Owen demanded, obviously angry and slightly embarrassed.
Gwen gave him a pat on the shoulder as
he came around to join them on the other side of the van, "Don't
worry. I'll come to visit you. I
always loved the shopping in London." Owen merely answered with
a glare.
They all began to move toward the dark
street. Owen and Gwen both had their weapons cautiously out, while
Tosh had a small, handheld tracker
which she used to direct them to the spot of the disappearance,
"It's at the end of this street,"
she said confidently, though still glancing down at her device every
so often
for reassurance, as if the information
was going to change.
As they entered the street and got
closer to the brick wall of the building at the end, a dark form came
into view
on the ground at the end of the street.
"What is that?" Gwen thought aloud.
Ianto's concerned voice came on over the communicators, "What is what?"
Owen clutched his gun a bit tighter as
they pressed carefully forward, "Looks like our creature is the
visible kind
of disappeared."
"Tosh?" Gwen questioned, not
daring to take her eye off of the still form, lying on the ground,
shadowed by the
dumpster beside it.
Ianto's voice was becoming increasingly frustrated, "Guys? What's going on?"
"I'm not picking up anything."
Tosh responded, obviously confused. "According to this, the
creature disappeared.
It doesn't read anything in that spot."
Owen smirked, stating sarcastically,
"Well that's comforting. I guess we're just seeing things."
He glanced at Gwen,
"You take left, I'll go right."
At her nod of agreement, they parted ways, slowly approaching the
silent form.
"Could someone please answer me!"
Ianto shouted a bit loudly, causing Owen, Gwen and Tosh to
instinctively
bring their hands to their ears.
"Ianto! Do you mind?" Owen growled angrily, "We're kind of in the middle of something here."
Gwen's mind was already back on the
task at hand, "Tosh, do you have the flashlight?" They had
reached the creature
on the ground, but were still unable to
identify it, as aggressive or otherwise. "I can't see anything
over here."
Tosh moved closer to the other two as Owen nudged the form with his foot, to no response.
"Owen, are you crazy?!" Gwen
scolded, "You have no idea what we're dealing with here! That
thing could have bitten
your foot off."
Tosh managed to find the flashlight and
clicked it on, shining a dim beam of light on the form before them.
It was a young,
girl. She was unhealthily thin, her
skin as pale as snow, save for the marks of abuse evident on her
face. Owen, Gwen,
and Tosh stood stunned for a moment,
before Owen tore his eyes up from the horrible site before them to
look at Gwen,
"Oh yeah, she looks like a real
beast."
Owen's comment seemed to break Gwen's
trance and spur her into action. She quickly knelt down beside the
girl, pushing
her hair out of her face and away from
her neck so that she could check for a pulse.
"My god, she's as cold as ice,"
Gwen said distractedly as she moved her ear right beside her mouth.
"She's not breathing!"
She cried, a look of utmost concern on
her face.
"Owen, go get the AED!" Gwen
spat out hurriedly before she gave the girl two rescue breaths and
pushed down on her
chest forcefully.
When Owen returned 30 seconds later
with the AED machine, the girl was still not breathing despite Gwen's
best efforts. He opened the AED and
pushed a frantic Gwen out of the way to press the adhesive paddles to
the girl's chest.
It seemed like it took a lifetime for
the machine to charge. Gwen was continuing CPR, while Owen and Tosh
watched rather
helplessly. All of them kept
unnaturally silent as their minds raced, calculating the slim chances
they had of resusciatating this
girl after god knows how long she had
not been breathing. The machine finally beeped, causing Tosh to jump
slightly. Owen
made sure Gwen was clear before
pressing the button and sending a charge to the girl's heart.
The girl's eyes opened immediately,
wide with panic. She gasped, taking as much air as possible into her
deprived lungs.
The girl was terrified.
Gwen stroked her hair gently and said in a soothing voice, "It's okay. You're going to be alright."
The girl seemed unconvinced. Her eyes
darting around wildly, trying to figure out where she was. Gwen moved
her other
hand to the opposite side of the girl's
face, attempting to get her attention,
"My name is Gwen. I'm here to help
you. Can you tell me your name, sweetheart?"
The girl attempted to say something,
but began to cough instead. As soon as she had stopped, she focused
on Gwen for
the first time, observing her with eyes
that Gwen thought seemed much too old for the young girl. When she
finally spoke, her
voice was surprisingly controlled and
forceful.
"My name is Rose...Rose Tyler." And then she passed out.
The first thing Rose felt when she
regained consciousness was the warmth. Someone was gently holding her
right hand.
She hadn't felt this safe since...well,
for a long time. She slowly opened her eyes to see a dark-haired
woman she recognized.
But that was impossible. The woman, who
had previously gazing off pensievely into the distance, turned her
head and
smiled at Rose when she realized that
she was awake.
"Hey," the woman said, speaking in a soft, even tone. "How are you feeling?"
Rose furrowed her brow in recognition, "Gwenyth?" she asked apprehensively.
The woman laughed lightly, "Well,
that's what my parents call me when they're particularly fed up with
me, but if that means
you're remembering and haven't suffered
any brain damage, then it is fine by me."
She spoke with a Welsh accent and she
had the same knowing eyes, but it seemed highly improbable. This
woman was
much to modern and free-spirited to be
the Gwenyth Rose had met so long ago, and this was a different
universe.
It was then that everything came back
to her. Waking up on that dark, wet street with Gwen hovering above
her. She had no
idea how she had gotten there. She
remembered being at work. At Torchwood.
Gwen's big eyes looked at her with
concern, "It was a little early for that brain damage comment,
yeah? You can just forget
I said that." Gwen's eyes twinkled
kindly and Rose immediately decided that she liked this woman just as
much as her Gwenyth.
"Sorry," Rose began, trying
to lift herself up to a sitting position. "I'm feeling kind of
foggy." She attempted
a smile, but she raised her hand
quickly to her face when her bruised cheek cried out in protest.
"You should take it easy," Gwen advised. "You're pretty bruised up."
Gwen seemed as if she wanted to ask
Rose more, but at that moment three other people chose to walk down
the stairs to what
Rose supposed must have been an
infirmary of sorts. The first one, a skinny man with dark eyes and a
thin smile spoke first,
"I see Sleeping Beauty's awake.
You gave us a right good scare. You've been out for two days."
Rose frowned slightly at this. She
didn't like to lose time like that, especially when she was among
strangers. She was just lucky
that this strangers appeared to be the
friendly kind.
Gwen stood up, realizing Rose's
discomfort and assuming it had something to do with the new people in
the room,
"Rose, these are the other people
who found you." She went to stand by them. "This is Owen,"
she said, putting her hand
on the first man's shoulder. "Tosh,"
she moved to a petite Asian woman with glasses and kind eyes. "And
Ianto," moving to a young,
good-looking man with a haunted look
about him, the look of loss. Rose supposed she recognized it so well
because she saw
it staring back at her whenever she
looked in the mirror.
"Hello. Nice to meet you all," Rose said, with a large smile, "but I really should be going." She moved to sit up on the hospital cot."People will be worried."
The three exchanged a look before Gwen
stepped forward, "You're in no condition to leave. You've been
unconscious for 48 hours.
You nearly died," she put a hand
gently on her shoulder, "And we would like you to answer some
questions."
Rose's eyes narrowed slightly. She
shrugged Gwen's hand off her shoulder. "You'd like me to answer
some questions or you need
me to answer some questions," Rose
questioned with an accusatory tone in her voice, taking all of them
by surprise.
They all were a bit shocked that the
seemingly innocuous girl had seen right through them, but Gwen
continued anyway.
"We just want to figure out what
happened to you so that it doesn't happen to anyone else," she
managed.
Ianto stepped forward to join Gwen.
"According to your records, you died during the Battle of Canary
Wharf," his
smooth voice caught a bit at the name.
He regained his composure and continued, "That was almost 9
months ago."
Rose's mind was racing. The Battle of
Canary Wharf? Records of her death? That would mean...she was in her
universe. Her
eyes filled with tears at the mere
possibility of it all. Was she home? It seemed to good to be true.
And too much to think about at the
moment. She turned her attention back
to the people standing around her.
Gwen, mistaking Rose's emotional
reaction to ignorance of her "death", said sympathetically
to Rose, "Do you remember what
happened after Canary Wharf? Do you
remember how you got to Cardiff?"
Rose's mind was still reeling, but she
managed to look impressively fierce when she addressed them, "Before
I answer any of
your questions, I would like you to
answer some of mine." She waited for any protests and upon
receiving none, continued,
"First of all, where am I?"
Owen answered quickly, looking somewhat
relieved that Rose was handling things rationally, rather than
emotionally, "You're
at a place called Torchwood. It's an
underground facility in Cardiff." He glanced around at the
others before continuing,
"We're a sort of...government
agency."
Surprise and recognition flickered
across Rose's face before she managed to hide them. Generally
speaking, she had never
been very good at hiding her emotions.
Government agency, huh? Wasn't exactly the best description, but
still Owen was revealing
more to her than she was to them. She
supposed they were planning on just giving her a Retcon and making
her forget everything
afterwards anyway, so what was the use
in lying?
Owen took Rose's silence for
acceptance, "Any other questions to ask us?"
Rose searched for questions she wanted
to ask them, but realized that most of the questions she had could
not be answered by
the people standing before her. She
couldn't exactly ask if she was in the "right" universe?
She doubted that would go over well.
"Umm...no. I'm good." Rose
exclaimed dramatically, fueled by the feeling of guaranteed danger
and adventure that she seemed to thrive on.
"Ask away," she said
brightly.
Surprised by her apparent candor and
sudden enthusiasm, the questions that the Torchwood team had seemed
so eager to ask
were slow coming.
Tosh stepped forward and spoke for the
first time, "What do you remember after the Battle of Canary
Wharf?" She seemed
genuinely interested in what Rose had
to say.
Rose's eyes clouded with memories and
pain briefly before she settled on a reply to the question. She
couldn't tell them what
she really remembered. Her only
experience with the Torchwood in this universe had been significantly
negative. Even before
the whole thing turned apocalyptic,
they had threatened to shoot her. She wasn't going to risk becoming a
lab rat to be poked
and prodded, or worse yet, a prisoner
to be forgotten in a cage somewhere until she was old and grey.
"I don't remember very much,"
she thought of Canary Wharf and called on the fear she had felt that
day to make her lie convincing,
"There were Cybermen everywhere. I
just wanted to escape. The next thing I remember is waking up in that
street with you lot." It wasn't hard
to convey genuine emotion, all the
feelings she had of that day were still fresh in her mind, even
months afterwards. She doubted
she could ever forget the worst day of
her life.
Gwen saw her pain and sat down next to her on the cot, "Is there anything else you can tell us? Anything at all?"Rose looked into Gwen's eyes and almost considered telling her everything. "No." It was unsettling how Rose had become so good at lying. She supposed it had come from lying everyday to Pete, to Mickey, to her mother. Pretending that she way happy, or atleast that she was okay. "I'm sorry I can't be more help."
Gwen ran her hand comfortingly up and
down Rose's back, "That's okay." She shared a glance with
the others, "Why don't you get some
more rest."
"No." Rose stood up slowly in protest. "I've rested enough. I want to help."
The other shared another significant
glance before Gwen stood up next to Rose, "Of course. Why don't
you change into these clothes
I found for you and get washed up.
There's a washroom right over there. And then you can come up to get
better acquainted."
Gwen smiled at her and Rose smiled back. Finally, she would be able to start putting together the jigsaw puzzle that was her life.
While Rose was busy changing, the
Torchwood crew was busy discussing the series of events that had
occurred over the past couple of days.
"
"Well, I think she knows more than
she's letting on," Owen said exasperatingly, as soon as they
reached the consoles and were safely
out of Rose's ear reach.
Gwen glared at him, "You would, Owen. You don't trust anyone. She's just a scared girl who wants to figure out what happened to her."
"You'll buy any sob story that's thrown at you, won't you. Gwen Cooper - protector of the innocent. When are you going to stop
assuming everyone is a victim?" Owen asked frustratingly.
Gwen looked Owen in the eye, "The day you stop assuming everyone has alterior motives."
Tosh stepped in between the glaring
Gwen and Owen, "We need to regroup here and start acting like a
team. I'm sick of
everyone has been worrying about their
own problems and not the problems we are supposed to be here to
solve."
Realizing thatshe had everyone's attention, Tosh
continued, "Now, we have a girl down there, whether she's
telling us the truth or not, who is our
best lead in figuring out how to
capture this beast. She doesn't remember anything now, but that
doesn't mean she won't eventually.
Let's give her some time. Now, what are
we going to do to solve this problem?"
Owen, Gwen, and Ianto were all looking at Tosh, somewhat surprised at her audacity and command.
Owen pulled on his lab coat and started
for the infirmary. "I'm going to go check those fibers we got
off of Rose's jacket," he said
without a backward glance their way.
Ianto moved to the exit, "I think
I'll go get some Chinese food before I get started on checking those
CCTV cameras from last night.
I think everyone could use a little
food right about now."
Gwen smiled at Tosh, "That was
really great, Tosh. I think it was just what we needed." Gwen
stole a glance at Jack's office before
continuing, "Jack would be proud."
This earned a smile from Tosh.
Gwen continued, "I'm going to go
through the files and see if I can
find anything about Rose. Anything that
may tell us why she was chosen as a victim for this attack."
Rose splashed water on her face. Her
head ached and she couldn't tell if it was from the physical abuse
she had endured for the
past couple of days or the fact that
she was potentially and impossibly back in her own universe. She
looked at her reflection in
the mirror. Her face was thin, too
thin. She hadn't noticed it before, even after the constant nagging
of her mom. After Canary Wharf,
she seemed to have lost her appetite
and she hadn't really cared what she looked like. If she were
healthy. Now she did. What if
he didn't recognize her? What if he
thought she had changed? What if she had changed?
She couldn't do this to herself. Rose
had spent the past 9 months slowly losing all hope that she would
never see the Doctor again.
She couldn't start to hope again. She
didn't even know if she was in the right universe for sure and, even
if she was, what were the
chances of the Doctor actually finding
her? He didn't know she was here. He had probably already moved on.
She was just another companion
to be put on a shelf and forgotten with
all of the rest, only to be picked up and dusted off when the Doctor
needed. Hope was the cruelest
of emotions.
Rose dried off her face with a towel
and walked out the door, determined to figure out what exactly had
happened to her.
Rose smiled to Owen as she walked by
him. He was absorbed in work, as was everyone else she noticed as she
ascended the stairs
to what seemed to be the main room. She
moved to Tosh, who was closest to her and flashing her nicest smile
asked, "What are you
working on?"
Tosh looked up, a bit flustered at the
interruption. "The creature we're tracking seems to be linked to
a very distinct weather pattern.
I'm writing a program to recognize this
weather pattern in case it appears again, as well as
cross-referencing the data we gathered
from the storm with storms in the past
to attempt to identify if the creature has made any prior
appearances," Tosh spewed off
passionately.
"You seem so dedicated to your
work. All of you," Rose began, looking around at the others all
furiously at work. "Do you always
have this much passion?"
Tosh smiled warmly, "I guess we
all tend to let Torchwood become our life. A bad habit, I know, but
it's hard not to. It's a little crazy,
but this place is like home and all
these people are like family."
Rose smiled knowingly, though Tosh
noted the smile did not seem to reach her haunted eyes, "I can
understand that." She stared off
longingly into space, before snapping
out of her trance and focusing on Tosh, "So, don't think I would
be too good at the computer
program-writing stuff, but I would love
to help with something."
"Why don't you go ask Gwen if she
needs some help. She's trying to piece together why the creature
would have wanted to take you."
Rose nodded and thanked Tosh before
wandering over to Gwen's desk, a bit worried about what problematic
questions may
arise with Gwen burying around in her
past.
"Hi, Gwen." Rose said,
smiling, "Tosh said I might be able to help you with - "
Rose stopped distractedly, "Is that lo mein?" she
questioned aggressively, not taking her
eyes off of the paper carton.
Gwen laughed, "Yeah. You can have
it." She gestured to the stool next to her, "Sit."
Rose reached for the food slowly while lowering herself onto the stool, "Are you sure?"
"Of course. It makes my keyboard
all greasy anyway," Gwen said, waving her hands over the keys in
front of her. "I'm sorry we
didn't offer anything to you sooner.
You must be starving, poor thing."
Rose dove into the lo mein hungrily,
"Only a little bit," she managed after her first gigantic
bite. "It feels as if I haven't eaten for
ages."
Gwen smiled at her, "You have been a bit out of it for the past couple of days."
Rose finished another bite, muttering under her breath, "You have no idea."
Gwen looked up from her work, "What was that?"
"I was wondering what I could do to help," Rose asked, changing the subject quickly.
Gwen turned in her stool to face Rose, "I do have a few more questions for you, if you're up to it."
Here it comes, Rose thought. Well, she
had to answer these questions sooner or later and would be better to
atleast appear like
she had nothing to hide when she did
so. "Shoot."
"Well, first of all," Gwen
began, "I'm a little unclear as to what you were doing in the
months prior to your alleged death. You worked
at a shop in London up until a year and
a half before and then you just sort of drop off the planet. No job.
No movie rentals. Nothing."
Rose smiled in what she hoped was a
charming and innocent way. "It's a little embarrassing really.
After the shop you're working
at gets blown up right in front of you,
it's a bit of a put off from the work force. From the world, really."
She laughed slightly, "I guess
I became a bit of a recluse. Still
living at home, so I didn't really have to pay for groceries or
nothing like that. Sure, my mother nagged
me a bit, but she was just happy I was
safe and not growing up too quickly."
Gwen wasn't sure if she believed this
story. Rose did not seem like the type to give up on life or to laze
about her mother's flat, nor did
it seem likely that the girl could live
in London for year and a half without so much as an overdue library
book, but she didn't want to
push it. Not so soon after she had met
Rose and before she was given the chance to earn her trust.
"Rose, there's something else I
need to tell you." Gwen's face got deathly serious. Rose throat
tightened a bit. Did they know more
about her than they let on? "I
looked up your mother yesterday while you were still sleeping. She
died that day, too. When the
Cyberman attacked." Gwen looked at
Rose sadly, waiting for her to react.
Rose put down the Chinese food slowly
and looked down at the floor. It would make sense that her mother was
assumed dead that
day too. She had never really thought
about it before. She had to lie to Gwen. Again. Rose looked back up,
her eyes filled with
tears, trying to remember how she had
felt when the Jackie Tyler in the other universe had been turned into
a Cyberman. "I know.
I remember. The Cybermen were
everywhere. My mother always thought she could win an argument with
anybody. I guess she didn't
realize that the Cybermen aren't
people."
Gwen pulled Rose into a hug, "I'm
so sorry, Rose." Rose felt guilt like she never had in her life.
Lying to Gwen when all she wanted to do
was help. But, as Gwen pulled her
tighter, Rose felt a little less guilty as she thought of her mom,
her Jackie Tyler, off in that other universe
where she may never see her again and
real tears began to run down her cheeks.
It was hours later before the team
decided to take a break from their work. They gathered together in
the conference room to discuss
any progress they had made on the case.
"Tell me again why we needed pizza when we ordered Chinese food just two hours ago?" Gwen asked Ianto teasingly.
Ianto put the two pizza boxes in the middle of the table, "You'll have to ask the man with the incredibly picky taste."
Owen grabbed a piece of cheese from the
top box, "I just said that the Chinese food at that place tastes
like uncooked worms. I didn't
say you had to order a whole other
meal," Owen said defensively.
Rose reached across the table from her seat at the end to grab a piece, "I'm not complaining."
"Yes," Owen said, "Our little patient seems to be doing much better. What can we thank for the fast recovery?"
"Uncooked worms," Rose said
devishly through a bite of her pizza. "So, what do you got for
me?" she continued, gesturing to the
papers of findings found in front of
the various Torchwood members.
Owen started first, "From what I
can tell the fibers found on Rose are from a material I've never seen
before. The fabric has some
traces of cotton in it, but other than
that, none of the components could be identified by the computer."
"So what you're saying is that it's from the future?" Gwen asked.
Owen pointed at Gwen, "Now that's
what I thought, until I analyzed the final fiber we found. It turns
out it is a fabric found generally in
the clothing of the ancient Egyptians."
Ianto looked around at everyone seated at the table, "So what exactly does that mean?"
They all remained silent, until Rose,
staring off into the distance mumbled to no one in particular, "It
means it's a time traveler." Everyone
looked surprisedly at her.
"Like the Doctor." Tosh stated.
Rose suddenly came alive, "What do you know about the Doctor?!" Rose demanded harshly, rushing over to Tosh and taking her by the shoulders.
Tosh, feeling rather threatened by
Rose's rough tone and aggressive actions, managed to sputter out,
"Only what the Torchwood document states:
an alien time traveler, knowledgable in
all things extra-terrestrial, enemy to the empire."
"It's that kind of talk that got
people killed at the London Torchwood!" Rose hurled accusingly. And
with that, she stormed out, leaving the room in a state
of utter shock.
There was an uneasy silence before Owen spoke up,"Umm...are we going to talk about that?"
Gwen looked concernedly at the door, "Shouldn't someone go after her?"
"In case she escapes?" Owen asked.
"In case she's upset, you moron." Gwen said, moving to go.
Ianto put a hand up to stop her. I'll
go after her. You stay here. Discuss." And with that, Ianto
grabbed a pizza box and left the room in pursuit of
Rose, leaving the room in surprise for
the second time in a matter of minutes.
Ianto found Rose sitting upstairs in
Jack's office. This almost made him turn back. It had been hard to
go in there ever since Jack
had disappeared. But the thought of
Jack made him even more sure that he should try to help Rose. He
pushed open the door slowly,
causing Rose to look up from the chair
she was seated in behind Jack's desk.
He put the pizza box in the door ahead of him like a white flag, "I've brought a piece offering."
Rose neither smiled, nor threw him out,
which Ianto took as an invitation to come in. He walked in, placed
the pizza on the table and brought
a chair up to the otherside of the
desk, sitting down in it.
Before Ianto had time to attempt to think of something comforting to say, Rose spoke. "I'm sorry I acted like that. I know you guys are trying to help."
"You should never feel sorry for showing people how you feel, " Ianto advised. "Just make sure you're not controlled by your emotions."
Rose sighed, "I've never been very good at that part."
There was a friendly silence before Ianto said quietly, "You lost someone, didn't you?"
Rose's eyes darted up at this, blurring instantly. "I know because I lost someone, too. That day in London. I see the same look in your eyes."
A single tear rolled down Rose's fair cheek. "What do you do? How do you get through it?" she asked, her voice small and pleading.
Ianto looked at her as if he could see
right into her soul, "You hurt. Because there is nothing else
you can do. Because...the only thing worse than
hurting, is not hurting. Because that
means you have forgotten."
