She astounds me in the most amazing way. She doesn't understand that to me,
she is my life. Everything I live for. I could spend every minute of every
day watching her beautiful hair as it cascades from her beautifully bronzed
shoulders. The way she laughs, it catches me every time; traps me inside a
realm in which I can do nothing but listen to her voice, look into her
eyes, and listen to the soft caress of her voice. It seems strange; no one
would expect this from me; this silent lust after something so hidden away.
No one would expect that a character such as I would yearn for something
so.so out of my reach some might say. I believe she's there. Beneath my
touch.
Well she is at this moment. She's beneath my arm; it's protecting her. And
I am content because my heart recognises the importance of her presence.
She is such a blessing to me and my life; she brought me to life when I
thought the walls of hatred, fear and terror had once again built a cold
and disregarded 'abode' for which I would reside in. She was there to
rescue me from the emotional bulldoze of those walls which somehow kept me
alive when I thought they would be the reason in which I collapsed to a
pile of debris that no one could salvage.
She lifts me up; reminds me that life is more than I could have possibly
imagined. She's Letty; the woman who showed me life, showed me how to live
it. I may have taken her for granted but with my utmost efforts I always
tried to remember the importance it earned in my heart, and also the deep
drudge through a muddy path which she endured to help me through. She is mi
primor amor, mi belleza, mi pura, mi Letty. Te quiero, mi Letty, siempre te
amor. Siempre.
You are the light which grants my path safe, the star I know shines
brightest in nights' sky. You have found strength from places even I cannot
understand, and you have shared that strength with me, shown me that it is
all about determination. Te amo, Letty, and I will always be there for you.
Siempre amor, mi pura. Mi Letty.
Fin
