Dyin Alone
Deep beneath the surface, far under my skin
The pain of betrayal, lingers on within
No feelings of remorse, no haunting or lingering doubt
I know that I must make, myself feel again
I grip the handle tightly, stealing myself once again
Knowing in my heart, the pain will begin anew
Expose my milky arms, see the scars upon them
Each and every single cut, represents a piece of me
That slipped away, along with my sanity
I can feel the blackness, creeping in my mind
Hear the birds chirping, far down in the glade
But they hold no comfort for me, as I raise the glittering blade
I pause to see if anyone will save me, anyone at all
I listen for the Titans romping down the hall
But I cannot hear them; they have left me once again
All alone well than I guess, this really is the end
I draw the fearful knife slowly, softly across my skin
Watch with sadness the line of red, welling from within
I raise the knife and cut again, deeper than before
And now my blood dribbles to the floor
By the third cut I can finally feel the pain once again
But feeling will not save me now, and neither can my 'friends'
Again the lovely blade is drawn, smoothly across the skin
Blood is flowing quickly now, can it save me from my sins?
I laugh with glee as the pain fills body, mind, and soul
Feeling lovely agony, sink deep within my skin
A moment of clarity tells me I am wrong
But the blade bites again and then all thoughts are done and gone
Authors note- ok it's a little shorter than I would have liked...maybe this
one will be the first ever fic/poem that I update... well I gtg and watch the
tube some(. Anyway ill be seein ya tomorrow hopefully. For Amber Skye,
before I go let me leave you with some words that I think you should listen to...
"You shouldn't throw stones if you live in a glass house
and if you got a glass jaw, you should watch your mouth"
-50 cent 'get rich or die trying LP'
ok so I usually hate rap with a passion but these words stuck cause of
something that happened today, a minor scuffle...he lost, of course lol or I
wouldn't be telling u this (. He was running his mouth about a girl he
didn't like caue she dumped him and so I told him to stop and it just
escalated from there. I'll spare you all the boring details but suffice to
day he ended up getting a good view of the shoddy workmanship of the school
ceiling...Anyway laters ppl
Deep beneath the surface, far under my skin
The pain of betrayal, lingers on within
No feelings of remorse, no haunting or lingering doubt
I know that I must make, myself feel again
I grip the handle tightly, stealing myself once again
Knowing in my heart, the pain will begin anew
Expose my milky arms, see the scars upon them
Each and every single cut, represents a piece of me
That slipped away, along with my sanity
I can feel the blackness, creeping in my mind
Hear the birds chirping, far down in the glade
But they hold no comfort for me, as I raise the glittering blade
I pause to see if anyone will save me, anyone at all
I listen for the Titans romping down the hall
But I cannot hear them; they have left me once again
All alone well than I guess, this really is the end
I draw the fearful knife slowly, softly across my skin
Watch with sadness the line of red, welling from within
I raise the knife and cut again, deeper than before
And now my blood dribbles to the floor
By the third cut I can finally feel the pain once again
But feeling will not save me now, and neither can my 'friends'
Again the lovely blade is drawn, smoothly across the skin
Blood is flowing quickly now, can it save me from my sins?
I laugh with glee as the pain fills body, mind, and soul
Feeling lovely agony, sink deep within my skin
A moment of clarity tells me I am wrong
But the blade bites again and then all thoughts are done and gone
Authors note- ok it's a little shorter than I would have liked...maybe this
one will be the first ever fic/poem that I update... well I gtg and watch the
tube some(. Anyway ill be seein ya tomorrow hopefully. For Amber Skye,
before I go let me leave you with some words that I think you should listen to...
"You shouldn't throw stones if you live in a glass house
and if you got a glass jaw, you should watch your mouth"
-50 cent 'get rich or die trying LP'
ok so I usually hate rap with a passion but these words stuck cause of
something that happened today, a minor scuffle...he lost, of course lol or I
wouldn't be telling u this (. He was running his mouth about a girl he
didn't like caue she dumped him and so I told him to stop and it just
escalated from there. I'll spare you all the boring details but suffice to
day he ended up getting a good view of the shoddy workmanship of the school
ceiling...Anyway laters ppl