Disclaimer: I don't own Doctor Who. Nope. I'm not clever enough for that.
River Song. Melody Pond. We keep meeting in the wrong order. Going in opposite directions in the time stream, but always finding the other. But I remember the day we found out who you were. I remember the day when your true identity was revealed, and it made me love you that much more. River. The girl who shouldn't exist. The impossible astronaut. The girl I love unconditionally.
Amelia Pond. Amy. The girl who waited. The girl who never gave up. The girl who ran away on her wedding night. The girl who forgot about me. The girl I love dearly. But I will always love her more than she loves me.
Amy, the girl I've never had a chance with. The girl I'm never able to win against. The girl who waited. And I'm not what she was waiting for. But I waited for her. I've always waited for her.
I waited and waited and waited. But I was never what she truly wanted. I'm what she gave up on in the end. It was never really me, to be honest. I know that. I can accept that.
I'm always the one to be pushed aside, always the one to end up feeling like less. Because of him.
He's the one she's always truly wanted. He's the one, the one that I'm not. The one who was always remembered, while I was always the one who was forgotten. She made it a habit to forget me.
I'll always be compared to him. Am I brave enough? Am I as clever? Am I as good looking? Will I ever be loved the same as him?
The girl who waited, but never for me.
I'm the boy who waited, for so long. The one who always came back for her, even if it was impossible. But I'm not impossible. I'm not him. I'll never be him.
He's the Doctor, the impossible man, the last of the Time Lords, the saviour of the universe, the oncoming storm. And me? I'm really just Rory.
A/N: Sobbing because this hurt to write omg
I just have a lot of Rory and Amy feels and a lot of Rory feels in general and this made me so sad to write so I'm sorry for any feely feels I gave you~