Author's note: This is my first lemon ever so please tell my what you think about it.

Disclaimer: I don't own kyou kara maou

New reason to be frustrated

I always thought that when Yuri tells me that he loves me I would be happy and nothing could ruin my mood but I was sooo wrong.

It is true that he told me the three most important words ever, but I was so stupid to expect some change in our relationship. I admit he behave a little bit different like the bedroom is now our room or that he cuddles with me, but only in his sleep. He never holds my hand when we're not in our room and he kisses me only a few times in a month.

I guess I could arrange myself with that thought…though he gives me just chaste and sweet kisses. I know that is a reason to be happy it's just that I need more than that. He never includes his tongue and every time I try to get into his mouth he pulls away and that hurts. I could understand that we don't have sex but not even a deep kiss? His declaration of love was one year ago!

It's not that I weren't suspicious whether I misunderstood his love. No. After I have forced him to explain himself in detail I definitely know that he loves me the way I do. Thank goodness!

Our engagement is in general one of the longest in Shin Makoku ever. But back to my main problem.

How can I change the way of our relationship into something deeper and less frustrating for my body? That brings me to the question how he can be as a teenager so calm? Does he haven't got any needs or is he…

No he wouldn't betray me but still. Am I unattractive? Does I have made mistakes? Should I try to seduce him? Every time I try to talk about this topic he's suddenly busy.

The bedroom door opens. Speak of the devil.

"Hey Wolf how was your day so far?" he asks in his sheepish way.

"Like always." I have more important to do than making small talk.

"Sit down." I pat on the bed next to me. Slowly he comes and sits down.

"Tell me about your day." I want to know halfhearted.

"Ah full of meetings and nerving people. I'm glad that I am able to spend time with you now. You know I love you Wolf."

"I love you too Yuri." Slowly I raises my head up to meet his lips and he shortens the distance between us. The kiss is light and chaste like always. I love his kisses but I need more. The moment he backs away I am bringing me hand on his neck and come closer, put more pressure in the kiss and move on to his jaw, down his neck where I suck lightly.

I want to hear him moan. Just a little bit.

"Wolf…ram…what are you doing?" he sounds a little shocked.

"What do you think I'm doing?" I answer a question with a question. I travel back to his mouth and nibble on the bottom lip.

Then I lick it, pull away and repeat it with the upper one. I feel him getting limp and try to stuck me tongue in between during I press him on the bed and stroke his left cheek. By surprise that his back hit's the mattress he squeal and gives me the opportunity to get in. Maybe this the last chance for a really long time so I try the best to make this the best kiss ever, even when I'm a bit insecure cause it's also my first deep kiss.

The moment he opens his mouth slightly I let my tongue meets his. I explore his cavern and have to hold back a moan of satisfaction. Finally! I don't want to overdo it so I pull away to look him in the eyes which are to my pleasant surprise still closed. When he recognized that we don't have any contact left he opens them and I am shocked about the intensity of his gaze.

"More…" he whispers. I don't need to be told twice. I fill the gap between us and this time Yuri gives me great access. Shyly his own tongue answers my tease and the kiss is getting hotter and hotter. In my opinion, but the fact that I feel something hard at my leg is a good sign that he does the same. Some minutes we came loose with a wet smack and hard panting. Oh my!

"Wolf why are you…" he starts but I interrupt him.

"Yuri you told me about a year that you love me but that was our first real kiss. I was so frustrated that I had to do it. Please don't hate me. Should you don't like what I've done then I will stop it, okay? I do love you even when we will never get intimate." Should that be the case I will land more often in the bathroom I have ever imagined but he should have all the time he needs. I know my sexual frustration will drastically increase but it will be all alright.

"Wolf why are you stopping?" he asks. I'm shocked. Does he has said what I think he has said?

"Wolf…" I chuckle lightly and kiss him again, more passionate than before and feel his member pressing with more force in my leg. Tentatively I change my position so that lay above him and be able to grind our hips together. The sweetest moan I have ever heard escapes his lips which backed away to get air to breath. My own length harden and we grind together even faster. His right hand clenches in my hair, his left lays on my hip and he arches his body up.

"Ah…faster."

Desperately we try to reach the edge. To increase his lust I peel my hand between our bodies and unzip his trousers. I wait a moment to examine the atmosphere but hear only a agreeing sound and feel him nibble on my earlobe. I suck on his neck to leave a hickey and lay my hand on his now exposed cock. Carefully I stoke it and caress the tip with my palm. Yuri's breath is short and fast.

"More…please." he groans and I do as he wishes. I held him stronger and move my hand faster up and down. I can't get enough of his sexy sounds he makes and the way he squirms underneath me. I kiss him one last time before I slide down, stopping just millimeters above his throbbing length. I know he's near the end so I lick the full underside of his cock till the tip and press my hand on the tip to catch his semen.

"Ahhh! Wolfram!" and he's done.

A few moments each of us try to calm down but when he realizes what he has done and said, he turns every shades of red and stand up abruptly. How could it be different he behaves as if nearly nothing has happened what is a lie cause I have still the proof of his lust in my hand. He coughs a few times to get rid of his raw voice and speaks cheerfully.

"It's already late. Let's have dinner. The others will be waiting for us."

"I'm not very hungry." Teasingly I lick the semen in my hand what is the reason for him to get even redder.

"I…I…I'll see you in the dining hall." With that statement he leaves the room and let my stay here. Unfortunately I'm still aroused and have to get rid of it on my own, but still I do know now that he has sex-drive and I can arouse him.

It's a start.

TBC

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