A/N: Ok this is my first twilight Fic. I LOVE Leah (and Jacob he is yummy!). Now on to things you will need to know.
Thanks to my NEW BETA Southern Amateur and please feel free to check out her stories!!
This is AU, I am changing the times and events of things sorry people.
Everyone will be human!!
I will let you all know now… I am not a huge Bella/Edward or Nessi/ Jacob fan. I like Bella for the most part…but well she can be kinda annoying, so if that offends people please don't read this, because well she is one of the "villains" in this story lol sorry!
Anyway for all those still with me, I hope you enjoy. PLEASE REVIEW IT WHEN DONE!!!!
Disclaimer: I own nothing here people. Just the weird plot that formed in my head.
Summary: Hi, I Leah Clearwater am a girl who has been hurt one to many times, and been dealt the short end of the stick with my life. The two loves of my life have chosen to always have me second best, and on top of that I have a stalker to deal with. Can my damned life get much worse?! Of course it can…
I remember the room I was in was white, and looked like something out of a alien movie. There was a heart monitor and all these medical supplies around me. I was sitting with my legs up in the stir-ups as I screamed and thought I was (but not meaning to) breaking Edwards bones (or so I thought). See, I was in the middle of something very important in my life. I was in the middle of giving birth.
"Leah, Leah honey you need to push ok? Come on, one more push and you will welcome your son into the world," Carlisle Cullen said from in between my legs, his wife Esme stood next to him smiling. My body was drenched with sweat, I had almost no voice, and I had been in labor for close to twenty four hours. I could barley see, and I could just feel my body starting to shut itself down. Edward was holding my hand, whispering that I was doing so amazing, and great. Rosalie and Alice were on either side of me and Edward was chanting words of encouragement.
As I gave one final scream and hard push I welcomed my first child into the world, my first son. I screamed again, feeling another contraction, and I gave another push and my daughter came out seconds later. Rosalie and Alice walked over to Esme and each took one of my children bringing them over to the wash bins, cleaning them off before wrapping them up and placing them on me. I cried softly as Edward stroked my hair and kissed me softly.
I cried for so many different reasons. I cried for my two beautiful children, and for the love I have for them which is never ending. I cried for the fact that neither one of the two men who could be their father were in their lives because they were both pigheaded bastards. Both children were quiet, looking around studying all of us in the room.
"What are you going to name them, Leah?" Alice asked as she and Edward cooed at my daughter. Rosalie took up cooing over my son and I smiled. Carlisle and Esme were standing next to Rosalie smiling and waving at my son, and I felt my heart swell with love.
"Angelina Rosalie Clearwater, and Nicolas Seth Clearwater. After their godparents. What do you think?" I asked seeing Rosalie's eyes were brimmed with fresh tears. Esme took Nicolas from her and Rosalie launched herself into my arms hugging me close to her, thanking me and crying into my hair. I cried with her and pat her back. To this day, years later, she is their second mother.
After cleaning me up and feeding my new children, I had been so wiped out that I fell asleep as soon as my two amazing children finished eating. I awoke to find my brother, Seth, Rosalie and her husband Emmett. Alice's and her husband Jasper, along with Edward were all sitting, smiling and praising over my two babies. I sat up slowly and Edward turned and looked at me, a huge smile covering his face.
"Well hello their, Mommy." Edward said walking over to me, wrapping his arm around me protectively. Seth and the other boys looked up, nodding approvingly and I sighed. I leaned into his warmth. Giving him a small smile.
Now I suppose you are wondering how things came to be this way, correct? Well its very simple… maybe not so simple explanation… and it all starts the day Sam Uley left me.
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Two Years Ago
~April 07~
It was a chilly spring day on the rez. The cold winds that were whipping around weren't helping the tears that were already stinging my eyes and face as they fell. I pulled my old worn out jacket closer to me, I bit back a sob as I ran. 'This can't be happening, this can't be real!' I chanted over and over again in my head. My chest hurt, and it was not from the cold.
"Leah! Leah wait!" I heard Sam Uley, my now ex boyfriend scream as he ran after me. I ignored him and ran faster to my house. I had just recently (at that point) started renting the house I grew up in out with my brother Seth because our mom had recently married the Forks Sheriff, and my dead father's best friend ,Charlie Swan. They moved to the other side of the rez and my brother who has always been more of a son to me, stayed with me.
I could see my chimney in the distance and breathed happily with relief. Sam was screaming my name and I could hear his footsteps getting closer. I panicked and shook my head trying not to let my tears cloud my eyes. I needed to get away now. I couldn't look at him, it hurt too much. As I finally reached my door, I quickly opened it and slammed it, locking the deadbolt and chain on it. I fell against it once it was locked and felt shaken with anger and sadness.
"Leah?! WHAT'S WRONG!" My brother Seth screamed. I heard his, and another pair of feet rush to me, but I was too numb to move or speak any longer.
"LEAH! LEAH, PLEASE OPEN UP! LEAH BABY I AM BEGGING YOU!" I heard Sam scream, as he banged on our door. Seth and the other boy paid any mind to Sam at the moment. I felt someone lift me up, but I didn't bother to see who it was. My eyes were feeling heavy and my body broke out into a sweat.
"Leah!" I heard the voice scream as I blacked out.
When I came to I was in my bedroom. I looked around quickly and found two sleeping bodies on either side of my bed, both sleeping peacefully. I sat up slowly and stretched my body, wondering how I got there. As I started to lift myself out of bed a hand shot out and grabbed my wrist.
"Leah…" The boy said huskily. I gulped. I knew that voice, it was the voice of my brother's best friend, Jacob Black.
"Jacob? What are you doing here?" I asked pulling my hand out his grasp quickly.
Jacob was three years younger than me (I was twenty when this happened), but that didn't stop the fact that me and every other girl on this reservation and some in Forks had fantasized about him. He was beautiful, his hair was down to his shoulders and in a ponytail, his bronzed skin and chiseled body looked like something you would see on the cover of a romance novel. His chocolate brown eyes held nothing but warmth and caring. Oh boy, and those lips were full and I can't deny the fact that even though I had been with Sam I had pictured Jake's lips, as well as the rest of him more then once, when I was alone in my room of course.
"Well, I was here for your little melt down yesterday, and you were mumbling in your sleep Sam's name, and Emily's, and I-" But I know the look on my face stopped him from saying anything else.
I remembered it all. I remembered walking over to the man I loved above all other's house and seeing him fucking my supposed best friend/cousin, Emily, on his couch. I remembered my body going numb and her screaming and grunting his name over and over along with some pretty disturbing words. When she finally opened her eyes and saw me, she yelped and hopped off him, but by that time I was already turning and running out the door.
The pain felt as fresh as it had yesterday, and I felt it stabbing my heart and gut. I felt myself gasping for breath and grabbing my chest. Jacob grabbed my hand and moved from the chair to my bed, pulling me into a warm embrace and taking up the rest of my tiny bed with his tall, muscular form. I felt his warmth surround my cold body, and heard his voice telling me over and over to let it all out, whatever it was. It hit me at that moment that neither had left my side since yesterday and I felt a brief glimpse of happiness pass through me. And in that moment, I couldn't hold it back anymore. I cried and told him everything. He rocked me slowly, cradling me, not saying anything and letting me vent all my anger. After an hour I had calmed down and he grabbed my chin lifting it so our eyes met.
"Leah, listen to me please," Jacob said in almost a sad whisper. I felt my body stiffen and anger rise through thinking he was going to start feeling sorry for me. Searching his eyes though, I only saw sadness and caring. My heart swelled with relief and I gave him a small smile and nodded to him.
"OK Jake." I said to him softly. He smiled at me and sighed.
"This has to royally suck for you. There is no doubt about that and me and Seth will be here for you, that is when his sorry ass actually decides to get up. Now I know you don't wanna hear this, but you have to get up and face this. Get up and show that jackass that he hasn't won, Lee." Jacob said sternly, I actually laughed a little and he gave me a funny look. "What's so funny?" He asked me.
"Oh nothing, except that I am taking relationship advice from the boy who used to follow me around when we were younger, asking if we could play doctor." I said rolling my eyes at him. He snorted and gave me a wicked smirk.
"Can I help it that I thought you were hot? Oh, and besides I was very young." He said giving me a wink. It was my turn to snort, and I punched him in the arm.
"You were twelve Jake!" I said shoving him off my small bed and onto the floor. He laughed then and winked at me again, and I felt my anger start to boil over, but before he could respond we heard my brother's voice speak up.
"EWW! Jake man! That's my sister! I don't wanna know things like that!" He said grumpy from us waking him up. I huffed in aggravation and jumped out of bed. I went to my drawer and pulled out some clothes as both boys looked at me curiously.
"I am going to take a shower, and when I get out, I expect my room straightened up and you both out of my room! God damn fucking hormonal teenagers." I muttered as I stormed out of my room.
As I showered I thought back on what Jacob had said. He was right, though it pained me to admit it. 'Stupid fucking Jacob.' I thought as a scowl formed on my face.
'Don't blame Jacob, he was just trying to help you.' Another voice in my head shot back and I groaned.
"I am arguing with myself now! I am fucking losing it." I muttered as I quickly went through my shower. As I finished up in the bathroom, I ignored my reflection in the mirror, scared of what I might see. Finally getting enough courage, my breath stopped in my throat. I really looked like shit.
My eyes were still red, and they looked well… dead. My skin looked pale and a wore a mean scowl. It was then, I realized I was wearing a baggy hoodie, and sweats and I groaned in frustration. 'It's only been a day and I already look like I am dying, fucking peachy!' My mind screamed. I sighed and decided to take Jacob's advice and not let them win. I was depressed beyond belief, but I was going to bury it. Right now I had something else in mind. Right now the only thought keeping me going was, revenge.
I turned quickly and went back to my room. Seeing they did what I told them, I laughed and decided to do something I rarely do. I decided to dress up.
I am normally a jeans and tank top kind of girl, but today I would clean my life of Sam Uley and make him regret even looking at my cousin. I am very pretty, but I am not cocky about it. I have long blackish brown hair, nice curves and endowment in the chest, beautiful hazel eyes, and a face I am told most models would kill for. So I decided to work with what I have. I put on favorite tight, light blue frayed skinny jeans, and my favorite pair of black Mary Janes. I found my strapless push-up bra that I only wore for him during, as he called them "theme nights" where I would dress up, when he would take me out to dinner somewhere he thought was fancy. And then there was my secret favorite shirt. The shirt itself was black and off the shoulder, you would think it looked like a tube top with arm bands but it was all attached and looked amazing on me. I took time to actually give my hair a little curl, and to put on a little blush and eyeliner and my vanilla Victoria secret lip gloss that he loved on me. When I was done I was shocked at myself.
"Wow!" Was what I heard from the doorway. I turned and saw my brothers friend and Sam's half brother (on his fathers side) Embry staring at me like he had never seen me before. I smiled and rolled my eyes. He gulped and I sighed.
"Are you going to speak Embry? Or do I need to hose you down with cold water?" I asked as I walked around my room grabbing everything Sam had ever given me. He stuttered for a few moments before responding to me.
"Um-I… Jacob-Seth know, umm wanted to know what was taking so long. I am sorry about my brother by the way." He said looking down at his feet. I felt my body tighten, the last thing I wanted was for people to find out and start with the pity parties, but I already knew it started.
"It's fine Em, don't sweat it. Now do me a favor go downstairs and grabbed grab the pictures of me and Sam from the wall, thanks." I said as I pulled out a big box we had left over from mom moving from my closet and stuffed everything I could find he gave me into it. When I walked down with the box Embry was talking with Jacob, Seth, and their other friend Quil, who annoyed the hell out of me. When I dropped the box they all looked up at me and their mouths gaped open.
"LEAH?!" Jacob and Quil said at the same time, I smiled slightly my ego boost was definitely helping my mood. Seth was seething with anger at his friends' reactions to me.
"EXCUSE YOU! THAT'S MY SISTER YOU ASSHOLES!" Seth screamed, slapping them all in the head hard. Jacob and Embry blushed, Quil grinned wickedly. But before any of them could say anything else I saw the photos I wanted in Embry's hand and walked over taking them away from him I saw his whole face grow red and I smiled even more. It was fun messing with them. I patted Embry on the head and turned throwing the pictures in the box and bent to pick it up hearing the boys suck in a deep breath. I rolled my eyes again and stood up and turned back to them.
"Would you boys be so kind as to stop being perverted, and oh I don't know… how about do something meaningful with your lives, like get a hobby!" I said as I walked towards the door. As I was about to walk out I heard Quil mumbling.
" How about you be my hobby?" Seth turned and jumped on him then punching him hard as Embry and Jacob laughed for a few moments before pulling him off. I shook my head and was out the door. The sun was out today and it was warmer then yesterday so I couldn't help but smile. It was like a sign, I was going to be ok.
When I reached Sam's door I knocked and I heard him grumble that it was too early. When he opened the door and saw me there his eyes shot open, and he gaped at me. I smiled wide and held back my tears and the bile that was rushing to my throat.
"Hello, Sam." I said as sweet as cheery pie. He was still gaping at me when I shoved the box onto the floor and onto his feet. He cursed and grabbed his left foot bouncing around. I laughed and smiled wider. "Here is all your shit Sam. I am done." I said turning to walk away. He grabbed my arm and I flinched.
"Lee Lee, please…" He begged using the nickname he gave to me when we first started dating when I was a freshmen in high school. I took a shaky breath and pulled my hand away from him looking deep into his hard brown eyes.
"No Sam, you lost your chance. I can't believe you! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING, SAM! EVERYTHING! AND THIS IS HOW YOU SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME! YOU FUCK MY COUSIN! WELL I HOPE SHE WAS WORTH IT! I REALLY FUCKING DO!" I said as I slapped him hard in the face. He looked hurt and, it almost seemed angry.
Looking him over I had to restrain my urge to touch him, his hair was cut to about his ears and all crazy, he wore no shirt and his muscles seemed to glisten in the sunlight, and he was wearing his shorts which looked too tight considering he was sporting his morning wood. No matter how much my body and heart wanted to react to him I would never do it again. I turned and walked away, he stood there watching me go and I made it all the way to first beach before I collapsed and cried.
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