Summary: Blaine is not sure if Kurt is still his best friend, so he asks him.
A/N: I was listening to 'Big Girls Don't Cry' "I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine","we'll be playmates and lovers", so I had to write this.
"Okay. Yes… Blaine's staying for dinner. Yeah. Okay. Bye dad, see you tomorrow. Bye."
"My dad says hi!" Kurt says lifting his eyes from the phone to meet Blaine's.
"I need to talk to you about something." Blaine says suddenly.
"No."
"What?"
"You can't break up with me."
"I'm not breaking up with you…" Blaine says a little unsure.
"But you said 'I need to tell you something'."
"No, I said I need to talk to you about something."
"It's the same!"
"It's not!"
"Are you breaking up with me?" Kurt finally asks.
"No!"
"…Okay. So what is it?"
"It's stupid… but it's something I often ask myself."
Blaine sits straighter on the couch, moving his body so that he's completely turned to Kurt.
"You can tell me, I won't laugh."
"No, no it's not that," Blaine says quietly, looking for the right words. "It's just something that I probably should already know."
"Whatever it is, it's okay, you can tell me." Kurt replies, taking Blaine's hand in his own.
"Are we friends?" Blaine asks, words coming out swiftly, without pauses.
Kurt looks at him knitting his eyebrows, and slowly shaking his head. "What do you mean?"
Blaine inhales and after a few seconds he tells him, "I know we are together, I know I love you and you love me, but sometimes I'm not sure if this means that we're not friends anymore." Blaine pauses, looking up at Kurt, but he doesn't say anything and waits for Blaine to continue.
"We were best friend before, you know, before I fell in love with you. Or, at least I think we were. I know you've always liked me in… the other way-"
"Yes Blaine, we were best friends." Kurt interrupts him.
"Okay. Well, I guess I am just afraid we aren't anymore. And I want us to be." Kurt presses a soft kiss on his lips because he can't help it, not when Blaine is looking at him with those shiny eyes.
"Don't worry," Kurt says when their lips part, "you aremy best friend, Blaine."
"You see," he continues, "the first time we meet I saw you as the person I wanted to become, proud and open about himself, an example. I had a huge crush on you, but as we continue to get to know each other, I realized we were more similar than I thought. You were the only one who understood what I was going through." He stops when Blaine softly smiles.
"I liked you from the beginning," Blaine says.
"I know, I know you did. And that is something I was not used to. We became friends because we had something to share. And we still have a lot to share, so yes, we are friends. Our friendship is a part of our relationship, it probably is one of the most important parts. I am in love with you, and I love you. I care about you, as much as you care about me."
"Okay." Blaine breathes slowly. "I don't want to lose what we have. That really scares me."
"Well, we are on the same page here," Kurt smiles, "because I don't want to lose it either. And, if I recall correctly, we are the only people in this relationship. So there's no need to worry."