AN: Here's another Maityln one-shot, I've currently fallen in love with this couple, thanks to JBPones(thanks for that one) and I also just finished reading Eclipse, which I loved!
Caitlyn's Pov.
There were a lot of things that I wished for, but wouldn't let anyone else know about.
I wish that I didn't have to deal with these feelings every day.
I wish that I could just get over my fear of rejection and tell Mitchie how I feel.
I wish that she wasn't so persistant when she asked me what was wrong all the time.
I wish that Shane Grey was never born, then maybe I'd have a chance.
I wish that Mitchie could see me for who I was.
I wish Jason wasn't so obverative towards my feelings.
I wish I could feel Mitchie's lips on my own, even if it was only once.
I wish when she said "I love you", she meant it the same way I do.
I wish that I didn't know everything about her.
I wish that Shane would stop hurting her.
I wish she would stop going back to him, like she needed him.
I wish she knew how much I needed her.
I wish she knew watching her with him was killing me inside.
I wish she could see how much pain I'm going through.
I wish I couldn't see her pain.
I wish that she was mine, and mine alone.
But I wasn't getting that anytime soon.
Because according to her, Shane was perfect.
And I'm not.
But I sure as hell wish that I was.
AN: Man, I keep telling myself, happy ending, happy ending, but it never happens, dangit! Ok, well, I might do a sequl to this, in Mitchie's POV.