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"Apparently I lost you"

There was a long and deep silence after I said that. I was standing yards across the woman I loved the most. My wife. The mother of my child. I stood there in front of her speechless, in disbelief, everything I fought for was probably falling apart right before my eyes. But I knew that the person standing in front of me was not the woman I married, no she couldn't be, she was just a shell. A beautiful hollow shell with the bluest eyes that imitated the ocean so perfectly.

We stared at each other for a couple more minutes before I decided that it was enough. I walked out of the room slowly with my eyes so sore from crying. They had no more tears left to shed. I picked up my pace when I decided who I wanted to see next. The only person who could relieve this heartache I'm feeling right now, my princess Sofia.

I went inside the hospital daycare expecting to see everyone sleeping. But who was I kidding, it was hard even for the babies to sleep during this super storm. My eyes searched around for my those big beautiful eyes they longed to see. There she was crying for her mami. The only person I have left, my perfect baby girl.

I picked her up from one of the cribs where she was sitting down playing with some dolls. I embraced her in my arms so close as if I were protecting her from all evil.

"I love you so so much princesa." I whispered into her small ear.

"Lub you mami!" She giggled with excitement.

"Oh my God! Baby girl what did you just say?!" This was the first time she'd ever said the sentence completely! I knew she would cheer me up, she always does.

"Mama! Mama!" She squealed giggling and pointed behind us. I hesitantly turned around knowing that Sofia recognizes her mama from anywhere.

"Hey baby boo!" she responded to her in a playful voice.

Somehow she was the last and only person I wanted to see. She understood my silly over excitements over Sofia's little milestones.

"Callie..." she started out, "can I hold her, please. I need her as much you do right now Calliope."

I looked at her with the most confused look I had in me. Why the hell did she wanted to carry the child of the woman she destroyed. Hadn't she caused enough damage for one night.

She reached her arms out to the giggling child in my arms. Without thinking about Sofia's chubby arms already reaching back for Arizona's I step back unintentionally holding Sofia a little closer. Conscience of what I did I left the daycare and headed towards the folding cot bed I had initially prepared for me and my wife. I knew what I did was wrong. Sofia loves Arizona and I couldnt keep her away from her mama.

As I'm rushing through the unusually quiet corridors of Grey-Sloan Memorial Hospital I hear foot steps following me. It didnt take me long to realize that they were coming from my wife. I turn back and see her carrying Sofia's diaper bag.

"You can't do this to her." Tears started down her face. "I love our daughter so much Calliope and she loves me! She's my daughter too you can't... you can't just take her away from me!

"Oh don't worry Arizona." I replied to her with the anger I was trying to contain. "I'm not planning on taking another parent away from her. I don't know if you've noticed, you know with your leg and everything that has been happening to you, but Mark is gone. Sofia will never see her daddy again, I won't ever see my best friend again Arizona. But God forbid that he should just be missing a leg or anything of that ordeal," I said with a mischievous smirk only to satisfy my aching heart. "because that would be just awful, right Arizona?" I finished shaking my head looking down at her leg. She stood there in front of me with a face that expressed that she knew I was right.

There was an awkward silence that was soonly interrupted by a cranky Sofia. It was way pass her bedtime and everyone just needed to rest. I looked over once more to Arizona giving her the okay to kiss our daughter goodnight.

"Thank you Callie. "

I took the diaper bag and continued my way back to the cot.

Yes I know, short but this is my first fanfic and I'm pretty sure not many people are going to read it. Anyways if just one person asks for me to continue, I will mostly because this is escape from Shonda's crazy sad rollercoaster ride. If no one reads or anything I will still continue this story on wattpad because writing out what I wish would happen is soo therapeutical! Xoxo Lulu