Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, New Moon, or Eclipse. But it would be awesome if I did. :
This is my first fan fiction ever, so reviews are greatly appreciated. I know it's not very good, so flames are welcome - I want to get better, haha.
"You…don't…want…me…?" I couldn't get the words out without stopping to think. Their order confused me.
"No."
I crumbled to the floor. The ground beneath me was cold and wet, but I ignored it. Nothing mattered now. He didn't want me. I couldn't even cry. I was beyond that now. I was dead, I was sure of it.
One last good-bye was whispered and he was gone. I didn't have to look up to know that he'd left. He was gone forever, and he took my heart with him.
My eyes fluttered open and I realized that I was in my room. I had somehow found my way home a few minutes – or maybe it was hours – after what had happened and made it to my bed. I looked around my small room, not really taking in anything. My mind was in a daze. Had I imagined it? Was it some horrible nightmare that I would wake up from? Nothing seemed different. It was like nothing had changed. And then I remembered his words. It will be like I never existed.
I stumbled to my CD case. It had to be there. I opened it, looking for the CD he had given me for my birthday. Empty. I reached for the scrapbook Renee had given me. The pictures of him were gone. He really did try to make it seem like he never existed…But did he really think that it would be that easy? Sure, the physical reminders of him were gone, but the memories would stay with me forever.
I pushed away the memories before they had a chance to replay themselves in my mind. There was a hole in my heart that threatened to rip me apart and I grabbed my side instinctively to keep myself whole. My stomach growled and told me that I was hungry. Yet at the same time, I wasn't. Eating would just keep me alive that much longer. And without Ed- him, what was the point in living? He was my life – my everything. My angel, my savior. My reason for being and the cause of my happiness. And now it's gone. Never again would I get to feel his cold stone arms wrap around me protectively, keeping me safe from all the dangers, big or small that lurked in my shadow.
The only light in my world was gone, and now I was spiraling into a dark bottomless abyss.