"I would be nothing without you"

I am nothing without you. You completed me; made me whole. I became an all round better person. I got used to feeling a true happiness that now has been taken from me, along with you.

"I would die for you"

You died for me. I wish you hadn't, because right now, I am welcoming death, welcoming an end to the pain, this emptiness. You've left a void in my life, that I have no hope of ever filling.

"You light up my days"

You lit up my days. Now I have been plunged into this eternal darkness, with no escape route. I fear I will never again see the light, never feel it's warmth on my skin, never see the beauty in things without you.

"You help me through my darkest days"

You helped me through my darkest days. And I failed you on yours; I should've called for help sooner, should've applied more pressure to the wound. I should've done more to save you.

"You are my world"

You were my world. Everything I had became ours. I showed you sides of me I never thought I'd be able to share. You saw me at my most vulnerable, you accepted me for who I am.

"I'll never try to change you"

You never tried to change me. You welcomed my every flaw, every imperfection with open arms, saying they were all part of me. Even when I tried to protest, you shushed me, you wouldn't listen.

"Your arms feel like home"

Your arms felt like home. They felt safe and protective, yet gentle. So I've lost my home, lost the one place where I was safe and nothing could hurt me; I've lost your embrace.

"You have my heart"

You had my heart. You took it with you, and I'll never be able to love another as I loved you, not that I'd want to. Now I'm a husk, a shell, but I know you'll take good care of my heart.

"You are my one and only"

You were my one and only. I would have done anything for you. I should have known something would happen, we'd had it too good for far too long, and in Vegas that just can't happen; it never ends well.

"I'll be your rock"

You were my rock. Whenever I had had a tough case, you were there, ready to comfort me. You were always the strong on, reassuring me everything would be okay, now that you're gone, nothing can be okay ever again.

"I'll always put you first"

You always put me first. Your needs were always pushed back. If I was upset about something, you'd always try to make it better before you even thought about doing something for yourself.

"You're my everything"

You were my everything. You were the reason I got up as ungodly hours so we could spend time together before work. Without you, I no longer have the desire to get up, eat, wash, move.

"You make me so happy"

You made me so happy. When I was with you I had a permanent grin stuck on my face. I haven't smiled since you were killed; I just haven't had a reason to without you here with me anymore.

"I'll always love you"

I'll always love you.