Reality
What is left behind of our spirit, our soul; when we are neither in heaven, hell, nor limbo? When we are not ghosts, apparitions, or without any solid form? How can we survive an eternity of loneliness, nor way to communicate, or no one to see the tears we've shed? How can we go back to the beginning? So that we can either "move on" or return to the living?
Draco!
"I'm here! Don't bother me I'm tired."
Draco!
(Soft)
"I told you I'm here! What do you want?"
Draco! DRACO!
(Grows persistent)
"Come on! Are you suddenly deft or something?"
Draco don't …Don't leave me! DON'T LEAVE ME!
(Desperate)
"What are you talking about! You know I won't leave you, you are my best friend! Maybe my only friend…"
You promised me! You said you wouldn't leave me…
(Broken whisper)
"What is this none sense? I know I promised and I'm not leaving!"
YOU BROKE THAT PROMISE!
(Disappointment, tears)
"What! How can I!"
Why did you leave me?
(Whisper)
"Wha…?"
Why did you let yourself be treated thus?
(Whisper)
"Treated?" I don't understand!"
WHY DID YOU GO AND PRACTICALLY COMMIT SUICIDE!
(Rage)
"Suicide…?"
You know I wasn't him, GOD I KNEW IT! But I tried… I really tried… just to make you happy….
(Broken tears)
"Him…"
Was I not good enough? Was I never worth contempt? Why didn't you give me a chance?
(Whimpers)
"Good enough…?"
I KNEW HE WAS ALWAYS ON YOUR MIND, WHY DIDN'T YOU LET ME TAKE HIS PLACE! Why did you close your heart to me?
(Trying to understand while blood tears are being shed)
"No one can take or will take his place and you know it! Besides, what is all this none sense!"
WHY! I LOVED YOU SO MUCH! And now death had taken you….
(Grows tired, sniffs silently, whimpers)
"Death…?"
Love you, so much….
(Broken)
"I'm sorry…I didn't know. But even if I did I wouldn't have been able to love you as you deserved. I wish I could choose who to love, or it seems, when I was able to…"
….so much.
(Whisper)
"All I wanted was him. I guess, I wasn't good enough…"
You know, he is probably celebrating with his friends without a care to anything else. You will be the last he will ever think about.
(Bitter)
"I am dead, aren't I? That's it. You can't hear me, so it must be true. That is why now I notice the darkness… I know he won't be anywhere near me, or have me in his thoughts."
YOU KNOW IT!
(Accusing)
"I know… I am dead and now I can't do a thing. I knew deep down inside that this is what I wanted, to be at rid of all the pressure, the pain, the anxieties. To be at peace, in darkness of a deep sleep…"
Draco…!
(Fading)
Darkness.
"Will there always be darkness?"
Tiredness
Numbness
Sleep.
Can anyone survive such fate? Will someone, if can, help? Will a lost tainted soul brought back? Will anyone listen to its tears as they hit the ground? Or its whimpers as it wonders how it can it end?