Chapter 1
Bella
Once you become a vampire three things happen; one is that you are now immortal, another is that you no longer have the same cravings for certain protein I teams as you once had, lastly is that all your emotions are heightened, and I mean all of them.
When I had first turned I thought that life would be complete, I would have Edward and our beautiful daughter Renessme. But what I didn't know was that emotional feelings would be set on full drive. As my life as a new born progressed I began noticing certain behaviours of mine, such as following a certain married man with eyes of lust instead of admiration.
Another sign I had noticed was how much attention I had played attention to this person. All of the stories and small little side comments that were made about him were carefully etched into my brain. It was as if I was trying to make a map that lead straight to him.
After a couple months of navigating through these new feelings I was finally able to identify where it had all begun. It was right after my birthday party at their house while I was left along with Doctor Carlisle Cullen. His gentleness, steady hand as he was cleaning blood, his number one most craved meal, and then his smooth calming voice as he was patching me up. It was during that same alone time that allowed me to get closer to him and begin to feel the butterflies in my stomach that I had never felt with Edward.
With him everything felt so natural and comfortable. In that simple little moment I had felt the most at peace and at home than anywhere else in my life. And it was in that moment that I had started developing a silly teenage crush on my boyfriend, now husband's, dad.
It wasn't until a month ago that I had finally figured out I had fallen head over heels in love with him. It would also be then that I would come to the conclusion that that secret love could never come out. Not when I had a child and a loving husband who would literally give up everything to be with me.
A/N: So I wasn't sure whether or not to leave it here or to go on. But I felt like I wanted to get Carlisles view on the story before going further into the story line. So I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and please review!