Namine Axel
Unbetaed This was inspired by sliptnots song vermilion prt 2
I own nothing
Sitting in my bed frowning. I kept feeling something was missing. Glaring at the white walls As if they would give me the answer I wanted. Ha fat chance of that. Closing my eyes for a moment. Opening them I thought I saw flash of a girl with blond hair and blue eyes. She was in a white dress. It almost looked like she was drawing. She looked up an disappeared in to dust it seems like. I look around my room to see If I can find her. People Just don`t disappear. I see something out of the corner of my eye. Its that girl again. Shes sitting looking so sad in an all white room. With pillars decorating the room. There was A few drawings scattered around. As she looks down she fades away
(She Isn`t real)
Putting my arms behind my head. Fuck am i going crazy? I See her appear out of no where looking up then down and vanishing as she turns to walk away. Turning I see her looking at something smiling. As i see her lips begin to move shes gone once again. Heading out my room I turn down to stairs trying to not make alot of noise. My brother is sleeping on the couch I head out to the beach. As I see the sunset coming Up soon as the colors begin to bleed into the once pure blue sky.
( I can`t make her real)
Along my path to the beach. I keep seeing the girl, She has so many expressions I wonder who she is? Sighing I scratch the back of my neck. I head along the outer rim of the beach so I don`t have to go to far to gt back to street when I need to go home. As I notice the darker shades of sunset set deeper reds and yellows. I`m soothed a little bit. Even if I am loosing my mind At lest I know one thing won`t change
(She`s a myth I have to believe in)
As I was watching the ocean. I started to see what would be the proper term.. images? Of the blue eyed blond. Wondering Who she is I wanted .. no to light of a word I guess more like needed to know at all costs. I glare At the sand and fold my arms. I can`t get anywhere if I don`t know her name. My Brother to look into it. After all Hes found people with alot less. I at lest know what she looks like. But shit hes going to wonder how I do. If she Even exists. I start heading back Home with a plan in mind.
(She is everything to me)