She tried to run away from the pain that was her past
But she kept on falling; the future was pushing her away
And the evils of the unforgotten tempted her into self-hate
And the whispers made her cry as she struggled through each day.
Why, why did she keep on losing? This world full of suffering
Must have been made just to hurt. She kept on spinning
Her depression never ending, as she sank deeper and deeper
Into her pool of pain.
Crying out in the middle of the night, she gave it all to you
And it all fell into place, and the world stopped racing past her
She lifted up her eyes, and she smiled towards the ceiling
The happiness inside her. Temporary? To be sure....
She raced towards you, but something held her back
What's that struggle in her mind, that doubt in the dark
That kept pulling at her conscience, the fire extinguished
Watching as the smoke rose to the ground.
Calling out, crying out, you never responded
Anger burning inside her, and she's lost in despair
The times of yesterday snapping into tomorrow
As she wandered alone, her head in her hands
Crying for you, why won't you answer?
Why weren't you there, in her hour, she was calling
Maybe she didn't call loud enough...maybe you didn't hear her
All knowing?
I've found you that water has fallen from the sky
The season has re-spun; my soul is not dry
I don't want to feel before; I don't like to cry
How long will we be together this time?