Hi guys! This if my first fanfic so I hope it's okay! All so I'm sorry if the spelling / grammer is bad I have slight dyslexia.
prologue
I looked at the gun in my hand. This wasn't the first time I'd tried this but it would be the last, it had to be, I couldn't go on knowing I'd failed again like the time I hadn't taken enough pills, or when my wrists clotted or when the car stopped.
Oh but my Dad, oh he would cry, and cry and cry there was no stopping that and I hate herself even more for that. My uncle will blame my Dad, I hate that to, none of this was his fault, well not anymore.
But I know this is the right thing to do, even if it hurts them. I know it's worth never seeing another sunset, never hearing a new song, never smiling again if it means my heart didn't have to hurt like this.
I take out my note book and try to write a note, "I'm sorry for all this pain, but my minds made up, you couldn't save me any way."
I lift the gun, about to press it to my head when I hear my door open, I knew I should have locked it but maybe some part of me didn't want to die.
"Alice?"
Just do it! The voice in side my head screams at me.
"Dad?"
I make the mistake of looking up at him, he's scared, Dad's never scared.
"Alice, put the gun down."
And before I know it I have, and I'm crying and dad's holding me and I just can't stop crying.
"Daddy they won't stop, they keep saying I'm a freak, they say I should die."
I don't need to say who, it's not exactly a secret they other kids at school don't like me.
"Do you want me to get your uncle to send someone down to scare them?"
Shit he must be despite if he's offering to ask uncle Mycroft for help, I don't think he's ever asked him for help before
"No, I just don't want to see them ever again."
"Then that's what we'll do, I love you Alice, I never want you to feel like this."