"I liked it?"
"I kissed a girl and I liked it, I hope my boyfriend don't mind it" I swear the second I heard Rachel say that I was about to freak out. The sultry tone of her voice and the look in her eyes made me want her right then and there more then I had ever wanted anyone before. But wait what am I thinking? I'm not gay, I dated Finn and now I'm trying to get Sam back. Right? I mean I know I always hated Rachel and Finn together because she's obviously too good for him but I know that he does love her in his own stupid Finn way. So why was I getting so freaked out over a stupid song? I mean she wasn't even looking at me, she was staring at him with those gorgeous eyes of hers and I just felt sick all of a sudden.
It was all okay until we started to sing the song and I put my arm around her, I mean of course it was part of the song we had practiced it a million times but it was different this time, she came up to me and then she almost cuddled into me I could just feel the heat coming off of her and I couldn't control myself I just pulled her closer to me and didn't want to let go. So maybe I did have some feelings for her, but it's not like it mattered because she would never feel the same. Would she? Wait I couldn't be a lesbian right? I mean I always sort of had a crush on San and Britt but that was because we were all so close and spent all of that time together. Maybe, just maybe if I could get her and Finn to break up I could get my shot with her. But I don't want to hurt her that's the problem. Quinn was still deciding what she wanted to do about her new found crush when she heard the fight.
"Finn It was just a song I promise you!" Rachel cried as she grabbed onto his arm.
"Rachel I saw how you were leaning into Quinn, then with Santana too, are you kidding me? I saw the way you were looking at them. You never look at me like that!" he was being so weak and right now all I wanted to do was punch him in the face and steal Rachel away.
"But Finn it was what I was supposed to do, I had to pretend like I wanted them it was all just a lie." She sounded so sad and also a little like she was lying when it came down to it.
"You know what Rachel I'm done with you putting music first, you don't even talk to me anymore. All you do is sing and when you are talking to me you constantly ask me about Quinn and Santana and what I did with them, I don't even know if you're jealous of me or them anymore!" He was so upset he couldn't contain it anymore… wait!
Did Finn just say what I think he said? Was Rachel really asking about me all the time? I couldn't believe it maybe I did have a chance with her. Maybe he would break up with her and then I could run in and save the day, start off by being a shoulder to cry on and slowly make her fall in love with me, Okay so I'm getting a little ahead of myself but I'm excited sue me.
"You know what Finn, your right. I haven't been paying attention to you and I'm sorry, but I think that I have out grown you. And quite possibly I think that we should end our relationship and return to the part where we were friends. Does that sound alright to you?" I swear the way she asked it was ridiculous, and perfect in an only Rachel kind of way.
"Wait Rach, you can't be serious. I mean I thought you wanted me. I… I thought you loved me. What happened? Its true isn't it, you do like girls. I knew it. How.. How could you do this to me?" He was trying to be angry but slowly his shoulder started to slump and his face was contorting into his little pathetic puppy face. Ugh how did I ever kiss that face? Oh well, that is so not the point here. I mean they were breaking up! I couldn't believe it.
"Finn, I don't know what you want me to say, I don't know right now. Your right I am quite attracted Quinn, Santana, and also Brittany a lot too if I'm being honest, and I know that I shouldn't but it's too late for that so I'm sorry. And I thought I loved you but really it was more of a brotherly love now that I'm thinking about it. I wish you nothing but the best but I cannot be with you anymore. I hope we can still be friends." She spoke so sweetly it must be hard for Finn to be mad at her right now. He looked at her and without a word walked away and slammed the door as he left the now deserted hallway. Except for me of course who was standing in the bathroom still with door creaked open. I decided to face my fears and open the door all the way.