Disclaimer: I don't own twilight… or Edward… sucks for me! (

A/N: This is my first fanfic ever!! Hope you like it! )

Bella's POV

I woke up to a spinning room.

It wasn't mine though. It was Edwards.

And it was cold.

I must have tripped again. I searched my memory to try and remember something, anything. And then I remembered.

Alice, Jasper, Edward and I were downstairs. I got up to get something and I had tripped over the rug in the Cullen's living room. Then I remember Edward growling. And yelling. And then pain.

Lots of pain.

I rubbed my arms. Why was it so cold in here? That's when I felt it.
A thirst like no other I had ever felt before. It stung my throat and I grabbed at it trying to stop the pain. And then my hand brushed over something.

A scar. A crescent moon shaped scar.
Just like the one I had from James.
No.

I looked at my hands, they were a snowy white.
I dashed out of Edward's room faster and more graceful than I had ever been before.
"Bella?" His voice was the same sweet sound I loved.
I turned to face him.
"Edward." I ran into his arms. "I-i'm… What happened?"
"I'll explain later. Right now you need to hunt."

"When you fell, you scraped your arm. And it bled. Jasper- he..." Edward's eyes got dark and he clenched his fists. "He attacked you." He managed to say through gritted teeth.

I reached over and gent
"Don't be mad at Jasper. It's not his fault." I looked away. I was a vampire. This was what I wanted. Wasn't it? I'm dead. I'm immortal. I was going to get to be with Edward forever.

He leaned in and kissed me. But this kiss was new, different somehow, more passionate and less urgent. Like we didn't need to rush anything anymore because we had an eternity to be together.

"Edward," I whispered.

"Yes?" His lips trailed down my neck.

"My mom, and Charlie, and Jake. What do they think happened to me?"

"Renee and Charlie think that you've gone up to visit colleges."

"Oh. And Jake?"

He leaned in to kiss me again. His lips brushed mine, I wanted him so bad! Then I pulled away.

"Edward. What does Jake think happened to me?" He looked away.

"Edward! You didn't tell him anything did you? He's my best friend and what? That means nothing? I need to talk to him."

"Bella. You can't."

"Can't what!?!" I was becoming angry. He hesitated on answering.

"Bella… When Jasper bit you… he broke the treaty." I got quiet

"But it was an accident! He didn't-"

His eyes got dark again. "Bella, if those dogs find out that the treaty has been broken they won't think twice about attacking us… ALL of us." He was angry now too.

"Jake wouldn't. He-"

"He would if Sam told him to. We're sworn enemies Bella." His voice softened.

"Jake said he wouldn't care! He said that he wouldn't…." I trailed off. I wanted to cry. I needed to cry.

"Bella," Before he could start I ran out of the room, too fast for even him to catch me but I don't think he was even trying.

I ran into the woods having no idea where I was going. Then I stopped.

"Jake would never hurt me!" I yelled. I tried to believe it but, I couldn't.

I sat down on a rock.

"This is what I am now… a rock. A hard, cold, lifeless, rock"

I wanted to cry again but I couldn't I buried my head in my arms and just sat listening to the forest around me. I could hear everything. Birds, squirrels, and an overpowering stench of… dog.