Why Me

Why me what have I ever done to you

You knew how I felt and yet you sill did not care

Even when I told you how I felt you just found it funny

You thought I was kidding just messing around with you

Well I was not what I told was the truth I through you were my friend

I guess I was wrong you knew how I felt you knew I was there

You saw the hurt in my eyes you saw all my sadness and yet you

Just looked at me like you never knew me I stop talking to you and everyone of my friends

You start to become worried because I never talk to anyone when I see you

Or the others I ran a way from you all because you remind me that

I have no one to love me and I'll never will

Why me why won't you leave me alone all these memories they keep hunting me in my sleep it only makes things worse when you see me because you are the cause of all this

I'm on my own I have no family no friends

Maybe I should go and leave this world no one will miss me

If I was gone I would be away from the pain

I guess this is it I hold the shiny Knife in my hand

I'm about to cut my wrist when I feel warmth around my wrist

The knife comes out of my hand I look up to see you

You have tears in your eyes why are you trying to save me

Why are you crying you reach out to take the

Knife away from me.

You surprise me by kissing me on the lips

You say you are sorry for all my pain and that you love and that should

Be a reason to keep on living you love me why me I don't deserve love you say I'm wrong

And to prove that you love and that I'm wrong you kiss me and I know that

I'm them most luckiest person in the world because I an free from my aloneness I say this to you I love you as well my yami and I always will