I know where I went wrong.
And I sincerely apologize if you think this is an offensive remark.
Because those are not my intentions;
And they never will be.
I just have to let this out without you knowing.
I know you have that spark with him,
I know you care.
You may not know it yourself,
but I am positive I do.
And yes, it pains me to watch this go on,
but I have no choice.
You two have..
An interesting flavor together.
A flavor I despise,
A recipe that cannot be in the book because I refuse to write it in.
But I will have to accept it and secretly mutter stupidity.
I want to hug you when he leaves you behind,
I still cherish those background moments with you.
I want to love you when he's not around.
But I can't.
I just cannot battle against a destined flavor.
You love him,
No matter how much I try to ignore it,
You are in love with him.
But he's so naive and scatterbrained.
I want to ask why,
but instead I spur out my connoisseur talk,
and my detailed lectures that even I dislike.
But I do it to refrain from yelling,
screaming for an honest answer,
and crying because of the results.
I do it because maybe knowing you dislike me,
Will keep me from falling deeper.
But I'm still just as confused,
and I still want to love you.
But, I understand where I went wrong,
and that was my mistake for the incorrect timing.
My timing to show how much I need you;
Want you.
It was my fault For not loving you;
When you needed to be loved,
Just like me.
A/N: I like this one. A lot. Totally going to make another one like this~ R&R please..