Good day to you lovely reader!

Tetchin here, at your service. :)

This time I'm about to partake my very first multi-chapter fic. So be ready to accompany me in this strange story of mine that is filled with sorrow, guilt, regret, and love...

Warning: None Beta-ed so beware of any forms of errors and mistakes, also English is not my native language. Please bare with me in my writing skills.

Disclaimer: the characters and this image~ not mine! (If only they are mine, then I'll be the happiest person in this whole-wide-world)

Any similarities to other stories are purely coincidental...

Happy reading everyone~ :D

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Prologue

"A dream or A vision"

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..Black..

Pitch black

I wake up in this strange vast of darkness with nothing but pure despair.

..Cold..

It's freezing cold

Staring into nothingness, dreadful silent started to consume me. Driving me in the peak of my insanity.

..Out..

I want out

Desperate to find a way. I found myself walking in this endless path with nothing but withering hopes.

'Why?'

Huh, who was that?

'Why?'

Someone's here, someone's out there. I'm not alone? I need to find him, I need to look for him, but how when everything around me feels so...Empty.

'Tetsuya'

Hearing my name, I turn my head to look for the voice and found myself staring at a man distance away, far within my reach.

Red

I caught a sight of a vibrant shade. The very color that reminds me of someone that I love.

Now everything around me started to change. Like a vast field of memory flooding my vision.

This time I found myself inside a room, filled with white as pure as snow. What surrounds me is an entity of pristine dominion. An image to behold of sanctity and ancientry. But something is wrong, something is not right. Along with this unwavering beauty it possess comes a life of a dying soul.

A man was lying on a bed, like a porcelain doll on a verge of breaking down- Lifeless, cold, and fragile.

Blue

Is what I saw. Huh? But why is he oddly familiar? This strange feeling came knocking inside me. What is this? Why am I like this? Do I know him? This simple familiarity is drawing me nearer to him.

Together, sitting besides the lying tealhead is a presence of another person whom I recognized as the man that I saw from before, but what adores his face is nothing but shuttering hope. Though everything came by as a blur, what's transpired before my eyes is a sight of undying love of two inseparable person, witnessing their bitter sweet and painful goodbyes.

"I'm sorry..." came the audible whisper of a dying man with cerulean eyes, reaching out his hand to caress the face of his beloved.

"Shh, it's okay. Everything will be fine, everything will be alright..." came those reassuring words through a voice of doubts and uncertainty "Just please...Don't, not now, not ever..."

Hearing those pleading voice broke my heart into million of pieces. An unbearable feeling ripped my heart inside out.

Unable to control my emotion, I found myself crying silently as tears started to cascade down my soft white cheeks.

Why? Why is this happening? Why does it hurt seeing them like this? Gripping my chest tightly, my mind started to quiver. What can I do? Is there any possible way that I can help them?

I saw the tealhaired man weakly smile infront of his beloved who hold his hand ever so dearly with gentle care and touch, scared to life that it might fade at any possible moment, desperate to not let go.

"If only I could do that, but I can't..." he look at him with sadden eyes, an emotion that shows regret and love, regret for leaving him like this and love that hold his undying promises. "If heaven will allow it, I'll do everything just to be with you again my love...but for now, it's time"

"Tetsuya..." came the broken whisper of despair from the redhaired man, begging for the life of his lover's name.

"Thank you for everything..." looking at his beloved for one final moment, he close his eyes as single drop of tear came streaking down his angelic face "I love you..."

With that last final goodbye, my heart shattered into pieces, leaving me bare and broken.

Without noticing, a hole started to surface at the bottom of my feet as I found myself being drag down, falling deeper and deeper in this endless pit of abyss. Not caring wherever it may leads me for all I can think is what transpired before my eyes.

'Tetsuya' So we too have the same name. Ironic as it may seem, but how I wish to be called by someone with that same kind of loving affection, but all of this is only but a wishful thinking. For the man I love could never return this feelings of mine that forever been his.

Ah, why does my tears won't stop from falling? It must be the overwhelming feeling of those two that had showed me. To love and to be love in return is what I've longed for. To end like them might be painful but what they have for each other is far greater than any promising gift. That alone is more fulfilling than any other circumstances. Though death might separate them tragically but their love for each other will surely remain forever.

I close my teary eyes only to reminisce the thought of my own scattered emotion, wishing for it to stop at any possible moment. I felt my back hit something soft and firm, alarming me in this ending sort of journey.

Opening my eyes for the second time, what greeted me is this blinding light.

Again, I found myself inside a room, back to the world where I belong. For what I saw is nothing but a dream, a vision of life that's far beyond my reach. But what transpired before my eyes was not an illusion, for what I felt is something so real, too real for it to be call a lie.

A foreboding feeling creeps inside my chest, as a single drop of tear came rushing down from the corner of my cerulean blue eye. So, now I was left in this cruel world of reality, pondering my mind with this all too familiar thoughts.

Can someone out there answer my question?

Was it only just a dream from the very beginning or a vision of mine in a memory of someone that I longed for?

Full Summary: In this cruel reality of life lies a world of two different dimension. Caught-up and stranded in a dying men's wish, Kuroko Tetsuya was given the chance to choose between this two diversities. This is a story of a life changing situation by a man who only desire to be love and love back in return. Deciding his own fate. Will he choose the world of fulfilling love or back to the world where his heart belong?

A/N: I know I'm such a crappy writer, but all I want is to let this crazy imagination of mine out of my brain.

So, kindly voice out any of your complains, critiques, and suggestion. Anything will be greatly appreciated.

P.S. Sorry for the very long summary, I just can't think of any suitable words to put on it. XD