I had puzzled over this while we went to the lockers to change. Two days ago I had seen him and Tasha talking, while she visited Christian. I hadn't thought much of it then seeing as i was the one who had Dimitri. But now i put the peaces together, remembering there not so breef talk and hug goodbye. Was he realy thinking on...
And thats when i steped out the girls locker room and stormed straigh to Dimitri. His face showed clarity that he was in for a 'talk'. He turned his back to me and walked thwords the exit door.
"Do you have any idea of what your doing?" I yelled after him. But of course being Dimitri he just stood there holding the door, unfaced. I was tired of this, of him. Lately he had been treating me like shit, he would ignore me half the time and others he just just plain out tell me to fuck off. We now stood outside the gym.
"I know exactly what Im doing and what I want!" There was a double meaning to his last words. Which shocked me, I knew exactly what he ment by it and his words staved a blade trought my heart. He had practacly just taken Tasha offer and was dumping me right on the spot.
"Didn't seem like you wanted her a few seconds ago." I spat. He just stared at me. "Seriously Tash?" he couldnt want Tasha not in the way he wanted me. "What about us? Your leaving me for that patetic bitch?" I had actually liked Tasha once upon a time, as in before I found out she wanted little puppies with MY sexy Russian God.
"Tasha patetic? Have you looked at yourself Rose?" WOW! That was harsh and I could feel my face burning. When did he start being a dick? I looked at him in disbelive, he noticed this and his brow eyes seen to sofften. All of a sudden he seamed tired.
Well i wasn't about let him step on the little pried that I had left so I asked "Do you love me?" If he said no I would back off no matter how much it would hurt in the long run. I held my breath and stared intensly at him, dearing him to say the wrong answer. Dimitri looked caught off guard by my question and at that same moment his eyes should a spark, but it was gone in seconds. What the hell was that about? He babled something about that my question was of topic, but I just stood there waiting for and answer. Dimitri realized this and sighed. "I love Tasha and im taking her offer" he said with a straight face his eyes never leaving mine.
Talk about shiting my pant. My eyes started to water but I wasn't going to brake down infront of Dimitri. It was one think for him to dump me and a whole other to have him watch my missery.
"Look Rose..." he began.
"No dont worry I see!"
