Disclaimer: I dont own anyone. HHH and Stephanie own themselves, and Vince owns the WWF. This is just a story, I dont even know if Steph is really pregnant or not, but in the story, she is.
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I'm sitting here watching her sleep; she looks so peaceful, she's even smiling slightly. I wish she would smile more often instead of scowling and looking like a fully fledged bitch all the time.
I dont know how she can sleep. I've been on a high since she otld me the news. I was so excited, I still am. I'm going to be a dad. We are going to be a family. I wasn't expecting it, not at all. I had expected to go out to the ring and hear some stupid speech from Steph about how much she loves me and how she needs me, but I didn't expect this.
Afew days ago I was considering filing for a divorce. What was the point of us staying together. There wasn't much love being passed around, and when we were together, we ripped each others throats apart.
When she said she was pregnant, I thought it was some sort of sick joke. I thought she might have just said it to make me stick around, make sure she remained married to "The Game". The sad thing is, with Stephanie, something like that can happen. But when I looked in her eyes and saw the love and sincerity there, I mentally abused myself for thinking such wicked thoughts about the mother of my child.
I do love her, I really do, it's just that she gets on my nerves sometimes. Hell, most of the time actually. But, I still love her. It's hard to explain, but when were at home, Steph becomes the young Stephanie that I originally married. Except in bed of course, I dont think she was like that back then.
And now, my heart is filled with nothing but love for the woman beside me. My body is filled with excitement...and nerves. It's amazing how one little sentence can fill you with so many different feelings. Love, anxiety, nerves, excitement; just to name a few. "I'm pregnant" sounds like two simple little words, but they mean so much. At first I was over the moon, and I still am, but I 'm mixed with so many different emotions, i'm having a hard time knowing exactly what I feel. Am I nervous or excited? Am I happy or worried? Am I ready or not?
We created life, there is an actual human being inside my wife's body, that we created. Who will it look like? Will it be a boy or a girl? Are we actually ready to have a baby?
I have so many questions, but not enough answers. I dont think they will ever be answered, or at least some of them. I dont know what to do to help, or what just what to do.
So, I sit here and watch Steph sleep, waiting for her to wake up.
I wait for her to smile at me.
I wait for her to kiss me good morning.
I'm waiting to find out exactly how I feel.
But right now, I'm waiting to be a daddy.