No I dont own Zoids...
Dear Brother:
I'm sorry I suffer from depression
That voice in my head just won't leave
I'm sorry that I have that I caused you prevention
It's my fault you never accomplished your dream.
I'm no more then a shrivel
Lower then the worm
You could never imagine,
How I wished to be a lion like you
So steady, calm and firm.
You gave me love
Though I didn't deserve it
You gave your time
You should've reserved it
I'm not fit to be a free man
I should've been your servant
You never made a judgment
But you kept very observant
You were the reason I dreamed of becoming another
When I saw you take the gold not the runner
You are quiet, clever, quick and smart
You stood you're ground you never did you dart
When you made a mistake
You learnt quickly without hesitation
I never saw you as a brother
To me you are the king of the nation
You're the one who stopped the bullies
You kept me protected under you wing
You helped me learn to listen
And stop mouthing many a thing
You taught me how to cope
You never let me down
I failed to make you proud
I made you hang around
You spent your time watching me grow
You laughed at my expression when I first saw snow
You became my rock so strong without falter
To me you are a strong free stallion who bares no halter
I wonder if you will cry tonight?
For life's a stage and we all must play a part
Faith had me believing in you at the start
Act one was when we met
You read you lines so cleverly
You never missed a queue
Then it came that day you left me drained
And why? I've never known
Brother you made me cry when you left for the military
You promised you would be home for Christmas
But when it came around you said you would rather keep working!
Doing so you left me all alone listless…
I dream about becoming like you
And never being left behind with doubt
But I rather go on not feeling this pain
Then to go on living with out.
So now I'm standing here
With blood all around
I cant bare to fail you once again
So I am brining my curtain down
I've left my life to let you be,
I watch you cry as they burry me
You wonder why I killed myself,
How could you ever no the pain I felt
My dear brother dear brother so just, so fair
Dear brother dear brother your still there?!
My brother my brother why do you wait?
Brother, brother I'm gone its too late…
Yup, I wrote this in believe it or not...YR 7!!!!!!!!! and completly forgot about it till today as I was cleaning out the documents in my file!
Hope you liked?! Ha! Anyways R&R!
SC