Today is Sunday 10th September 2003. Its been exactly three months since I graduated Yale three months since I said them simple word "I'm not ready" to which he replied "now or never" and walked away but here I sit in a small coffee shop just miles away from where he lives. It turns out that after I turned him down Logan went back to his old life of drinking and sleeping with any female with in a ten mile radius and instead of moving to San Francisco he moved to New York and started work for his dad again. I read in the news paper that Logan was getting Married in two months time so I decided it was now or never that I tell him I am thee and a half months pregnant. I remember the night like it was just the other day. Me and Logan where visiting mum and Luke in Stars Hollow and we had just had this discussion about factoring each other in to our live's. I have no idea where things went so wrong.
I was on my third cup of de-cafe coffee. It was moments like this that really want caffeine but I knew I couldn't as it is bad for the baby. I downed what was left in my mug and made the walk to Logan's house. I stood on the front step for what seemed hours but was only in fact a few minutes. I knocked the door waiting for what I would only guess is for the maid to open the door. I waited and waited for what seemed minutes but was fact only 30 seconds when I heard noise on the other side of the door. The door slowly opened to reveal Honour Logan's sister the other side. I was expecting some big lashing but instead was greeted with a big smile and hug.
" Well if it isn't Rory Gilmore as I live and breath. Where have you been my girl?" she says as she stretches out her arms while still having me in a firm grasp giving me the once other.
" Hey Honour I've been in stars hollow with my mum looking for work but finding it hard. How have you been?" I say hoping it was the way to go.
"Please come in, I will go get Logan as I am guessing that's why you are here!?" she said turning around and walking into the next room. I stepped into the front of the house and shut the door behind me. I waited there.
A few seconds later I heard honour and Logan walk towards me. I could tell it was them by their voices. I could here that Logan was not happy about Honour letting me in without asking him and she argued it was rude to let me wait in the cold.
The stopped talking so I could only guess that they where stood in front of me. I looked up from looking at my hands and I saw Honour smile at me. She was the first one to break the awkward silence that had formed where we stood.
"I am gonna go and get some drinks be back in a moment" she smiled at me again and whispered 'you can do it' and walked away to get the drinks. The silence lasted a little longer then either expected but it was Logan who spoke first.
"What do you want Ace" he said straight to the point but also using his old nickname for me so I know he wasn't mad at me. He step closer as if to encourage me to speak.
"I needed to see you before you got married. I thought you had a right to know that I am pregnant and your the father" I said looking him in the eye and blurting it out.
"Your pregnant?" I hear honour say from behind Logan who stood there with what I can only say is a very shocked voice.
"Yes three and a half months which means we connived when we went to stars hollow" I say keeping what eye contact I could with Logan but once I finished the sentence I looked at Honour. Thats when I heard Logan speak and not what I was expecting to hear either.
"Leave Rory Leave, I don't want to talk or hear from you again leave!" He says turning around and walking away. I look shocked and then at Honour who looked just as shocked as I did. She walked towards me and held my hand and then looked up at me and said.
"I think its best you go but give me your number and I will try and work on him. I think his just hurt at the moment. His still not getting over the fact that my parents are insisting he marry the Hayden Heir who is being know to public in a weeks time and that is when he will meet his future wife." She says with out taking a breath. I thought maybe this was the of moment I should come clean with her and tell her that I was the Hayden Heir. So I did just that.
"Honour when did he find this out?" I ask a simple question.
" about a month ago! Why?" she asked giving me a weird look.
"Because about two months ago my dad parents reached out to me and asked if I was willing to put aside all issues and get to know them again. I accepted because I never really knew them but I knew I was pregnant and I needed support as my mum told me to get rid of it but it was the only part of your bother that I had left there was no way I was getting rid of it! I meet them and it went well I got to know them again and by the end of it I accepted to be there heir. Honour my dad is Christoph Hayden. I am the Heir to the Hayden's I agreed to let them chose my husband and I am to meet him at my party. Honour Logan is marrying me!" I say shocked and without taking a breath. I look at Honour and I see she is looking behind me and I turn to see Logan standing there.
"Really?" I here him say and he has a glint of a smile on his face.
"Logan I didn't know it was you! I made an agreement that I would only marry who they want me to if I could have the child's father in their life. That's why I came here tonight to tell you" I look him unsure of how his going to react"
"Ace I told you to leave because I was worried that I could never be that child's father because I was scared my wife was gonna be some two faced society bimbo but now I know I am marrying the only women I would ever want to marry I can be happy about my child that she is carrying. Ace I love you and never stopped. I was stupid for walking away I should have waited I know that now and I am sorry for the way asked I should have done something that was more me and you and I will one day in the next week as I have a small window." he said giggling to himself and then carried on talking " Ace I love you and this child I am so sorry for the way I behaved will you please have me back." he said moving closer to me and taking my hand in his.
"Logan I never stopped loving you and as long as you and I both breath I am willing to have you back. I love you Logan" I say leaning in to kiss him. I felt what could only be described as fire works.
