Disclaimer: Yes, I own Victorious." "What? No you don't!" "DAMN."
Slice, cut, slice, cut
One slice for being not good enough.
One cut for being clueless and stupid.
One slice for acting like a child.
One cut for wanting to be someone.
Blood is running like a river down my arm, mixed in with the salty tears that drip down my pale face. The words my father said sunk into my mind once again like ink drips onto a white piece of paper, "Your nothing but a dumb, clueless bitch. No one loves you and no one wants you. I wish you would just leave this town. You have no talent."
He's right. I'm nothing to this world. The pain of my actions relives me for a few seconds. But soon another one will have to come in contact with my skin to replace it. A small pool of blood has gathered around me, my shirt and jeans are stained from it. But I could care less, it reminds me of the reasons I dyed me hair red.
Red for the blood that seeps through my skin.
Red for the belt my father whips me with.
Red for eyes, which are blood-shot from crying.
Red for my heart that is broken from beatings.
My friends don't know, they wouldn't understand. A lot of people underestimate my acting skills. When really, my life is a play that is a continuous story. My role? A helpless, confused, innocent teenager with a passion for singing and dancing. The only part that is real is the passion I have for the arts. It's who I am and what I do to help me coupe with my home life. I figured out a better way though, through my wrists. The large sweeps of my razor across my arms brings a smile to my face.
My razor and I. Me and my razor.
We fit together like a puzzle piece in a puzzle.
Slowly, oh so slowly dying away in my bathroom.
A/N My first one shot and my first Victorious Fanfic! This is SO exciting! Did yall like it? Did you love it? OH NO, did you hate it? I love Cat angst stories because they contradict her SO much. Does anybody want me to make this more that a one shot? IF YOU DO, please answer the poll on my profile that will tell me what to include in it!