Chapter 1: Tommy's mind.

A/N: The first chapter will be in Tommy's POV, the second

in Jude's. From then on, I'll either choose a person or write it in the third person.

Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star

It's a crazy thought.. that one girl could be so much to me. I'm Tom Quincy. I'm Little Tommy Q. I am known as Hollywood's playboy. I'm not supposed to be the guy who is in love with his ex-client. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I can't really control the feeling. Love is a strong emotion... I can't seem to escape it.

I knew that I was screwed from that very moment...

Jude sighed and walked out to the alley, trying to stop the tears. She couldn't. I followed behind her and she looked around at the clear night. "What's going on, birthday girl? Aren't you supposed to be in there... celebrating?" I asked her. She jumped, obviously unaware of my presence. She smiled, still not facing me. I waked over next to her and leaned on the railing. We were both looking straight.

"Yeah, it's nothing, Tommy. Go in there. I saw a pretty blonde in there who really wants to dance with you," Jude said, her mood seeming to lighten up.

"That doesn't shock me," I said, in my normal, cocky way. She laughed and I grinned. "So, do you know this girl?"

Jude nodded. "Yeah, I do."

"Do I know her?" he asked.

"Yeah, you do."

"How well do you know her," I asked. She laughed.

"Well, were practically sisters," she said and I suddenly understood. Sadie. Sexy Sadie. Her lovely sister that adores me. Jude was urging me to ask her on a date a few weeks ago.

"I'll think about it. So, what are you doing out here, Harrison?" I asked, getting to the point.

She sighed. "Nothing really. Just, I got into an argument with Shay," she admitted. Part of me wanted to cheer with joy. I hate Shay so much. He's dating innocent Jude. She's going to get hurt, poor girl. Plus, I have developed feeling for her lately. But it's more of the Shay being a heartbreaker thing that I have a problem with.

"Yeah? How bad?" I asked, trying to sound sympathetic.

She shrugged, "Not that bad, I just don't want to publicly argue with him, so I escaped out here," she explained. I sighed.

"It's bad?" I asked. She sighed and finally looked at me. I saw the tears in her eyes. I sighed and took her in my arms, giving her a comforting hug. And then, I don't know what came over me, but I kissed her, she responded quickly. It was passionate, and I must say, she was an amazing kisser. Once we couldn't breathe we pulled apart.

And then it happened. I realized I had to take it back. She ran out and after an hour, she reappeared at her party, a fake smile plastered on her face. The week after that was horrible. The week after the horrible week was worse. Altogether, the whole situation was bad. She finally had enough, I guess, and I got a call from Georgia telling me I wasn't going to be producing Jude's sophomore album. I was mad. I was more than mad, I was furious. Jude and I only had one song left to record, and the process took so long, due to all the arguing. Poor Kwest was always attempting to break the fights up, but he was usually unsuccessful.

Even now, more than a year later, she is upset with me. Surprisingly, she is still dating Shay. I am dating her sister... or something along the lines of dating. Jude's is more than half way through with her second album, Kwest producing.

It's a bit pathetic, but I have to admit that I spend time here to see her. She spends most of her time at this studio, so I stay as long as she does, just so that I could see her face.

So, you're probably asking yourself how I can be in love with the girl who doesn't like me to much. Well, it's quite simple. It's because she is Jude Harrison.