Disclaimer : Castle is not mine...if only.

That's it. She can't take it anymore. Alexis Castle can't take it anymore. She can't just staring at her with this envy-feeling all over her body every freakin' day. She can't just looking at her eyes without feeling so...jealous. Really, really, jealous.

All about that thing in her body always distracted Alexis. Her dad's safety , her new handsome date , her Grams' crazy costumes...they were all the only things that can disturb her from her homeworks and Lanie's assignments.

But this, she never felt this way before. And she knew that she couldn't hold this any longer. This thing about her dad's partner – it consumed her.

So she walked to Beckett's desk, hoped that his father is not there with her.

Ten more desks. Nine more desks. Eight more desks.

She saw that 'thing' of Detective Kate Beckett from 5 meters behind and it already made Alexis distracted. She crashed to Karpowski's desk – good thing no one saw her.

Seven more desks. Six more desks. Five more desks.

Alexis danced a little. Her father wasn't there. But then her mind stopped her step. What if – what if Detective Beckett is too busy that she won't answer her ? Just like Meredith ?

Four more desks. Three more desks. Two more desks.

ONE MORE DESK.

Hesitantly, Alexis placed her hand on Kate's shoulder. "Detective Beckett, can I talk to you ? If...if you don't mind."

Shit. Why the hell am I trembling ?

Beckett turned her head wit this concerned look that made Alexis' heart melted. Even when her dad got this typhus six years ago when he was with Gina, the look on Gina's face was like 'yeah,yeah..get well soon,love. Now get back to work'.

"Yeah,yeah,of course. Is anything okay ? You okay ? Your dad and your grams – they're okay ?"

"No - no - I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm just wondering if you would listen to me if I ask something about you. But this question... You can answer it next year. This is not too important, so it's okay if you're busy now." Alexis forgot how to breath. Her blue eyes were looking directly to that thing of Kate. Thing that Alexis wanted to have

"Of course I will. Here, talk to me." Alexis sat on his father's chair.

"Talk. Talk to me."

"But you're not busy ?"

"That doesn't matter,Lex." Kate offered her a smile.

"Thank you,Kate. Meredith is busy right now, she always has, but I don't think I can wait for her again." Alexis laughed.

"Always, Lex."

Ah. That word.

" So...I'm here for... Oh. Just don't laugh, okay ?" The younger girl shyly smiled.

"I promise." Kate giggled.

"I'm just – wow, this is harder than I thought it would be. I actually only have one question. '" Alexis shook her head, ashamed.

"And what is that ?" Beckett frowned. She never saw Alexis trembling before.

"How can you have hair like that ?"

A/N : English is my second language. Sorry for the language – mistakes. Review, please ?