Sorry

I can't believe you died before I even realized how much I need you.
I want to say 'I'm sorry.' for all the things I said and never meant,
and I want to say 'I'm sorry.' for all the things I meant and never said,
but I know I won't get a second chance.
So I just whisper my words into the wind and hope that maybe it'll carry them to you.
My tears are running down the drain with water;
I've washed them from my face
because I always was and always will be good at pretending.
I just hope you won't miss me because I don't want you to feel the same pain I do,
and I hope you don't watch me because I know it would break your heart.


AN: One day before Christmas Eve and I kill Doumeki ... Actually I've written this centuries ago and forgot about it. So yeah, review!