No one shines brighter [To John]
No one shines brighter in my eyes
Than the man who stands by my side
We are so wonderful together
There's so much happiness I just can't hide
We are like kids in a sweet shop
With out hands in the cookie jar
I have so much love in my heart
I'm happy to be where you are
I love to wake up in the morning
Knowing that you are by my side
With that wonderful smile on your face
And a joy that you just can't hide
So never worry that I feel left out
Or that you don't notice me more
I'm happy you have a career
Find me waiting at the stage door
Thousands of fans adore you
But I know you'll come home to me
And we will make love all night long
For our love was meant to be
The light in your eyes is amazing
The love in your heart is so true
Being married to you is like heaven
For you belong to me too
Always say the words I long to hear
And never leave me in the dark
Stay by my side forever
And keep my love in your heart
May our lives go on forever
May we bathe in love from above
May our lives be forever fulfilled
May our lives be filled with love
Love from Scott
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What Gareth should say to all those fuckers out there
So What!
So what if I don't conform
To the way they want to see me
So what if my clothes are torn
It's the way I want to be
Why should I be the one to change
To fit in with society
When everywhere I look
They all give the finger to me
I dress the way I want to
I say what's on my mind
I don't bow down to others
I'm my own man, you'll find
I write the words I want to sing
And the fans all gather round
They don't find my words offensive
They enjoy me 'Making Sound'
One day I'll find the part that's right
The one that's just for me
And I will rub their noses in it
Just you wait and see
So what if I sing in a band
And like to swear when I sing
So what if I scream and shout
I'm just doing my own thing
Someday when my ship comes in
And I'm rollin' in all that dough
Those fuckers who now want to know me
Well, I'll tell them where to go
No more will I let it get to me
Or drag me into despair
For I will rise above it
Look to the top, you'll find me there
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Ode To Loving Ianto
I have been alive forever it seems
Not really falling in love
Just sleeping with whoever
Until the next one came along
But when I fell for you it was different
Than any love I had before
You made me feel like I was living
Not just existing I wanted more
You made my life worth living
Not just here from day to day
You filled my world with meaning
In every single way
No one else has made me feel
The way you do today
Like jumping through hoops for you
To please you in every way
I know you won't be here forever
And that you must die someday
But we will live life to the full
In every possible way
I never thought that I would fall
So completely for someone
But now I know it was meant to be
My heartstrings have come undone
Your voice to me is like music
You smile brightens up the room
Your laughter makes me happy
We'll be together again quite soon
I love you with every beat of my heart
I know you feel the same for me
And every time we touch
The love we feel is like electricity
So say you'll never stray far from me
And keep me wrapped in your love
And I will try and protect you
Cocooned in my everlasting love
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Ode to a lost love
The sky seems so blue today
It should be dark and black
Because you've left and gone away
My heart knows your not coming back
You left me for another lover
With no explanation why
But my heart want no other
I just want to lay down and die
All I ever did was give you love
But you broke my heart in two
I thought God sent you from above
But I was so wrong about you
How could you treat my heart so bad
When you know our love was true
My nights are all so dark and sad
And my days are spent without you
There will come a day you'll miss me
When your heart returns my call
And you'll come running back to me
And we'll try to forget it all
Life will be so much better then
When our hearts they beat as one
Together we will be again
And my sky will see the sun
The sky is so blue today
And my life is so full of love
For I know you'll never go away
It's a sign from up above
We'll grow old together
Share hope and dreams as one
You'll be with me forever
My moon, my stars, my sun
This tale has a happy ending
Beside me you will always stay
All hearts broken, are for mending
All dreams dreamed are on display
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The One
I loved you from the first day
Though I knew it could never be
You could never love someone
Another man like me
So I kept it all deep inside
Never to let you know
Just watching you from afar
Wondering how far I should go
Do I tell you how I feel?
And face rejection there?
Do I just keep my mouth shut?
Or would you really care?
It's been two months since Lisa
It's left you vulnerable and weak
Do I now tell you how I feel?
Is it now my time to speak?
But I'll go on believing
That there is a chance for me
To get inside your heart
To a place where I'll be free
Free to show you how I feel
To hold you, love you, care
I will never let you go
If you'll just let me in there
I must keep my hopes alive
And pray one day you'll see
That no on else can love you
Half as much as me
You are the one I dream of
The one my heart will only love
You are the only one for me
I've been searching for you all my life
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In Dreams
When I dream, I dream of you
Even though you are not here with me
My mind is filled with visions of you
Even though you are not close to me
I see you so clearly in my dreams
That I can't believe your gone
You seem so real in my dreams
Now I don't want to carry on
Living without you isn't living at all
It's just moving from day to day
Living without you is painful, and yet
I wouldn't have it any other way
I lost you once, I won't lose you again
Even though this pain is so hard to take
But I just grin and bare it
For a stronger man of me it will make
If I see you in my dreams
At least I have you with me
If I only have you in dreams
Then that's the best of you in me
I will mourn you my whole life
Have you here in my heart
I will hold you close to me
Then we'll never be apart
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What Is Life?
Do you know the meaning of life?
Can you explain what it means?
I can't get my head round it
Life isn't quite what it seems
We're born, we get older, we die
Is there nothing worth while in between?
I just plod on from day to day
To me life is just once more scene
It's like what you see at the movies
With actors on the big screen
You go to school, get married, you grow old
You just exist in between
Maybe I'll find out one day
And it will become quite clear
If I met someone special
And they want to hold me near
Well get married, have children
And there will be nothing to fear
We will live happily
And I won't shed a tear
But until that time, I'll wonder
Because I'm not a seer
I can't predict my future
I can't stand and cheer
The meaning of life eludes us
We just stand back and hope
That life treats us all well
And with all events, we'll cope
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What Is Life?
Do you know the meaning of life?
Can you explain what it means?
I can't get my head round it
Life isn't quite what it seems
We're born, we get older, we die
Is there nothing worth while in between?
I just plod on from day to day
To me life is just once more scene
It's like what you see at the movies
With actors on the big screen
You go to school, get married, you grow old
You just exist in between
Maybe I'll find out one day
And it will become quite clear
If I met someone special
And they want to hold me near
Well get married, have children
And there will be nothing to fear
We will live happily
And I won't shed a tear
But until that time, I'll wonder
Because I'm not a seer
I can't predict my future
I can't stand and cheer
The meaning of life eludes us
We just stand back and hope
That life treats us all well
And with all events, we'll cope
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I just can't see any point in going on
My life is so empty since you've been gone
Long lonely days and endless nights
All my happiness has been lost from sight
The earth holds nothing for me
So what good to them will I be
I have to go, to leave this place
Find another life in outer space
My heart is ripped out, I'm shattered
I've lost the only love that ever mattered
Don't beg me to stay it's too painful
I'd be no use to you at all
Just let me go and find some peace
There's nothing here, there's too much space
I might return, but I don't know when
But I won't be running Torchwood ever again
They let me down, they took my love
He's in another world so far above
I'll mourn for him a thousand years
I'll visit his grave, I'll cry my tears
Ianto Jones won't be a blip in time
He was the love of my life, he was all mine
Don't ask me to explain, this feeling inside
Most of the time I just want to run and hide
Away from all love, all happiness
My hours are so empty, my life is a mess
I waited a dozen lifetimes for true love
Then someone took him up high, somewhere above
Ianto Jones was my love, my soul mate
Why did he die, was it his fate?
To love me and leave me in so short a time
To leave me still wanting, not forever mine
I'm battered, I'm bruised, my head is reeling
I'm frozen, I'm numb, I've lost all feeling
Once so alive, now I feel dead
So many bad thoughts spin round in my head
Maybe one day, if the Gods are kind
I'll find another love, but keep Ianto in mind
For on one can ever take his place
Such fun, such beauty, and so much grace
I'll carry a picture of him in my heart
Will remember his face, though we're apart
For I am immortal, I won't ever die
So I'll just roam the planets in the sky
And if my life comes to an end
I'll look back and remember when
I loved a man called Ianto Jones
And my heart belonged to him alone
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Life After Lisa
I know I said I hated you
That I wished you were dead
But I was really confused back then
With too much going on in my head
I hope you know, I didn't mean it
I was upset and distraught
Deep down inside I really loved you
But I know my confession means naught
Just know that I except I was wrong
That nothing could be done
You see, I truly loved Lisa
A thought she was the One
But that first night I met you
I knew right then and there
That now I loved another
And it wasn't really fair
I lost my heart to another man
But I couldn't believe it was you
The very man I would deceive
Had won my heart, that's true
How do I explain this to you?
How do I express how I feel?
Would you just reject me?
Or listen to my appeal?
Some days are easier than others
I can hold my feelings within
But then I think I've blown it
And hold my breath again
Why is this love so difficult?
Why do I feel all this pain?
Maybe I should just confess all to you
So I can start loving again
You make it look so easy
But it's so hard for me
To show you just how much I care
And to set my feelings free
If it hadn't been for Lisa
We would never have met
My heart would never know true love
Are you falling in love with me yet?
Okay, I've told you everything
These feelings I have inside
Now I won't have to bite my tongue
But can say, 'I love you', with pride
To hear you say you love me too
Is all I want to hear
To hear your heartbeat close to mine
Each time you hold me near
I hold my breath as you approach
A smile upon your face
You tell me that you love me, too
With style and so much grace
So deep in love with you am I
I've lost all sense of time
And as I hold you close tonight
You whisper, you are mine
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Ianto Jones
From the moment I first met you
I knew you were the one
Such a serious young man
Just in need of some fun
Your heart was just so pure
Your thoughts were all brand new
I knew you were the one
But only I then knew
Your heart belonged to another
But was broken and thrown aside
By other's intervention
She was never to be your bride
You looked to me for guidance
To mend your broken heart
To take you under my wing
That was my main part
But love was to take over
Ianto Jones you won my heart
In love with you I'd be
Until in death we would part
No other man has loved me
The way this young man does
Having him beside me
Has got to be a plus
Others knew about him
The love that we both shared
We'll live long together
A very happy pair
I see a change in him now
That happy, carefree smile
For we will make it somehow
And be happy all the while
He'll grow old beside me
It's Ianto Jones and Captain Jack
He was sent here for me
Now that I look back
I will live on forever
When he finally leaves this world
But I will forget him never
I'll shout his name out loud
God was never on my side
For he took you away from me
Never again to be your guide
Or have you close to me
I think of that young man
Who then stood at my side
And the love I had for Ianto
The faith, the joy, the pride
Now you sit up high on clouds
Of white and golden hew
But oh how still my heart pounds
To just be there with you
Say that you will wait for me
Until my immortal life is through
I'll be as faithful as can be
Until I am back beside you
We will live on together
In God's great heaven up high
Yes we will be there forever
Never having to say goodbye
My life may never end
Earthbound I will be
Thinking of you always
Still wanting you with me
My days are filled with emptiness
My nights are long and black
Without Ianto in my life
Please, God, I want him back!
Please just take my life now
I'll give my life away
Just to be with him
For a lifelong day
I know my wishes won't come true
I must go on this way
My wish is just to be with you
So I'll pray and pray and pray
And maybe God will hear
And take pity on this man
I let me die and be with Ianto
That has to be his plan
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The sky seems to be bluer
Now that you are in my life
The nights sky is much clearer
My world is free from strife
Your smile lights up my life
Your eyes tell of dreams to come
Your honesty speaks volumes
And of love in the songs you hum
With you here by my side
I can conquer all my fears
We'll live out our days
For the next fifty some odd years
On summer days or winter nights
Together we will be
Let our love shine brightly
For all the world to see
You are my friend and partner
You're my soul mate too
Let loves light shine brightly
For our whole lives through
You ask how much I love you
Mere words they will not do
My love encompasses the world
And comes back to us two
The sun shone bright the day we first met
You turn my dark days light
The days are not at their brightest yet
But oh, how I love the night
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My Life's Goin' Great
The show's a success
The book's just come out
My life's going great
Without a doubt
There's Children in Need
To look forward to
When that's all over
I can be with you
The DVD is out soon
The Panto is next
Life's goin' great
I have to confess
I've got you in my life
There's my family and friends
Who could want more?
Arh, now that depends
Just been on TV
Got more to do
It's all goin' great
For me and you
You are content
To be by my side
To watch from the wings
To let me decide
With you I'm complete
With you in my life
You calm my worries
And keep away strife
You don't have to worry
While I'm away
When I'm not here
You know I won't stray
My year is all planned
But I don't mind
Doing TV or Theatre
Of any kind
But maybe next year
We'll get a break
When the Panto is over
A holiday we'll take
We'll go on safari
Or snorkel or fly
Being happy together
Just you and I
Then it's back to work
For me and you
Doing the things
We love to do