Title: Undertow
By: Karma x queen
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha. The song is Numb by Linkin Park.
Summary: (Inu/Kag.) She was empty. She was a void. Naraku's dead, but his effect on the pair will last forever. One-shot.
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put
under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
caught in the
undertow / just caught in the undertow
every step that I take is another mistake to you
She looked out to the openness of the ocean.
It's usually calm waters were thrashing around in a rage similar to how she felt.
But I know
I may end up failing too
but I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
The rain screamed down in torrents down, soaking her to the bone. She lost all sadness, all rage, and feeling.
She was empty.
She was a void.
Caught in
the undertow / just caught in the undertow
every step that I
take is another mistake to you
caught in the undertow / just
caught in the undertow
and every second I waste is more than I can take
The world, the storm, went on around her while she stood motionless in the middle.
Her eyes, once so bright and full of energy were lifeless and cold.
Her thoughts stopped; the tears that before threatened to fall over were gone.
She was numb.
I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so
much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is
be more like me
and be less like you
And in that instant, she lost control. She lost control of her mind, her body, but most importantly, her will to live. And her body crumbled, and fell over the cliff with not one thought, not one hesitation, not one regret…and the water condemned her and consumed her.
…...
…...
Far away, a heartbroken, self-hating, self-pitying hanyou couldn't stop the flow of his tears from coming for the second time in his life. He let out a horrible howl that conveyed all his sadness, pain, and anger; anger at her for leaving him, anger at Naraku for causing her to feel pain, and anger at himself for not saving her.
Can't
you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid
to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
