recovery

chapter 1

It's been six months since Edward left me in the forest. It has been the worst six months of my short life. I always knew I wasn't good enough for him, but I believed him when he said that he loved me. I never thought he would leave me. I had made him and his family my whole world. They were everything I had ever wanted. They were a real family, nothing like the sad excuse for one I had known my whole life. Carlisle and Esme were the mother and father I had always yearned for, parents that would take care of me instead of the other way around. Emmett was the big brother I had always wished I had. Alice was my best friend, well more than that really we were like sisters. I had never seen eye to eye with Rose and had been kept away from Jasper at all costs but I even missed them. Not that it matters now! They had all left me. Threw me away like an old toy they no longer wanted to play with.

I was devastated when they left. All I could do was cry and sleep but whenever I slept I was plagued by horrible nightmares. I didn't go to school for weeks. Finally Charlie put his foot down " there is only two months left of the school year Bella, and I am not going to sit here and watch you throw away your whole life just because some stupid boy broke your heart!" So i finished the school year, barely passing some of my classes. it's hard to concentrate on school work when it feels like you are dieing on the inside. at least I had good grades before so I was still able to graduate with a 3.0 gpa. it was almost the end of the summer now and I could tell that Charlie was almost to his breaking point again. well who could blame him, I hadn't left the house all summer and I only left my room when he forced me to.

I was pulled from my thoughts when I heard a knock at the door. I tuned it out, must be someone for Charlie. until I heard Charlie yell " Bella, would you come down here please?" oh for christ sakes what now I have only been up here for three days this time whats the big deal. but not wanting to push Charlie too far I went down stairs to see what he could possibly want. when I reached the kitchen I immediately knew what the big deal was. standing there in Charlie's living room was my mother! I could tell by the look of guilt on Charlie's face that this was not another one of her surprize visits... oh no they were in it together on this one... oh this should be just great!