DISCLAIMER: IT BREAKS MY HEART TO ADMIT THAT TWILIGHT DOES NOT BELONG TO ME IN ANYWAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. I ONLY OWN THE PLOT.
RPOV
It has been three years since I had my child with Charlie. We decided to name him Jason Anthony Swan. He's been the joy of my life and the best part of my damaged marriage. But even Jason couldn't keep Charlie and I together. It's been tiring, our marriage, we' re always arguing about something my mother and family had said or done. I was always choosing wrong to him and he to I. Not to mention this damn town. Forks was not for me but for Charlie. It was kind of town where everyone knew everybody, making a private life unattainable. So it was no secret that we were having problems. It had deprived me of the adventure I desired, and it was a reason for our divorce
Two years later, I'm back was Forks with Charlie. It's been two weeks since I've given birth to my daughter, Isabella Marie. It has been the most painful experience of my life, but it was worth it. She was inhumanly breath taking. She had adorable big, round, brown doe eyes, brunette hair with a red tint in the sun, and body temperature that ran about 106 degrees. My beautiful child was growing rapidly each day.
Now I'm sitting in front of a local hospital in North Dakota, preparing myself to leave behind my only daughter. I wonder what my life would be like it I didn't have to go. Would I have stayed in Forks? With Charlie? With Isa's father? Would Jason ever accept his younger sister? What about Isa's life. I mean I don't actually know these Cullen people. My grandmother had told me that Isa's life would be better here, instead of with her farther. They were suppose to be animal drinkers, and the head of the coven was a doctor...so that's good. Right?
Come on Renee, you know why you have to do this. She wouldn't be accepted in your world. She's not fully one of us like Jason.
The arrival of a black Mercedes pulls me out of rant. I watch Carlisle Cullen walk into the hospital preparing for work, completely unaware that his life is about to be changed. It's time. Isabella is sitting in a car seat sleeping with a soft snore sounding from her. I grabbed the book bag, and my baby, and began walking to the office of the Cullen.
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I reached the empty office of the good doctor. I placed a blanket on the couch in the corner of the office and laid Isa, who was still sleeping, down. I put the book bag down next to her feet and pulled out a big yellow envelope. I put it on Carlisle's desk, and went back to Isa. "I'm sorry baby. Mommy can't stay with you. You don't understand now, but if I'm right, you will as you grow older. These people will be able to take care of you better than I c..can. They're like your daddy baby, you'll be better off I'm s..s..sure." I couldn't hold the tears any longer and began to cry hysterically.
I always thought being the of the direct blood line of my people was the best thing. I mean I have power, respect, and honor. It was what I expected Jason to receive when I first had him, and so he did. Even in his young age, but my baby girl was a different story. She wouldn't be accepted, therefore she couldn't go back with me. Charlie would not be able to help her. James, Isa's father, was not ready for full responsibility, and there was no way she was going to his sister. Foster care was out of the question. How do I explain my child is half guardian and half vampire. This was the best option, my only option. "Bye Isa, remember that I love you."
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