Well, just to tell you, this is my first SXX fanfic so please don't get mad at me if you don't like or you think it sucks or something... I'm just trying REALLY hard to right a good story..... The song in this fanfiction is "Hare Ame Nochi Suki – MorningMusume SakuraGumi". It's the translations and the translations sound cute to me. And I don't know that much Japanese so I'll put mostly everything Kaori says in English.

The reflection of me in the window
isn't that cute
Because I told a lie
on purpose...

Kaori was trying to pick out what to wear for the rest of the day ahead of her. She wanted to pick something out that Mac would like to see on her(A/N: Not slutty clothing.. Like cute clothes).

While she was looking through her clothes, she thought if Mac would ever kiss her. Well, they almost kissed once but someone named Grff(A/N:If you like Griff, I'm sorry that I put himhad to ruin the moment.

The night we kissed
You played around
with some other girl
And I felt jealousy

After that happened, Mac bumped into this girl and they started talking and laughing. Kaori was thing Mac was flirting with the girl most of the time. Not paying any attention that Kaori was still there watching. Hearing every word, every laugh, saw every moment... She felt so ashamed that night because she wanted that night to be magical and wanted it to be a wonderful night. But that girl ruined it. She wondered if that girl was just trying to get Mac's money and leave him after she gets what she wanted. She didn't really know what to do that night so she just left...She just ran. She didn't cry. She just held the tears in.

After a few more days, she still saw Mac with that girl, and somehow, Kaori could never finish any of her challenges or competitions. She couldn't concentrate on anything. It's all because of her.

Why did I say
"I don't want to see you anymore!"
I love you so much that it hurts
Hey, hey, hey

So whenever Mac tried to talk to her, she would never answer. She was most likely giving the silent treatment on him. But somehow, she couldn't just do that for the rest of the SSX season.

That's why she wanted to impress him in anyway she could because several times she saw him with some girl she knew that that girl couldn't be Mac's family member or something like that. That's why she wanted to impress him by how she looked and dressed, whenever she did a good trick on the slopes and if she won a challenge or a competition she had to complete to go to another peek. She just wanted to do whatever she could to show Mac that she likes him.

"What to pick! What to wear!!!" Kaori kept saying to herself out loud while she looked through almost a hundred shirts, pants, shoes, and some vests and coats.

Kaori tried to pick something out but everything she could call 'cute' or 'pretty' became 'ew' and 'nooooooo'

Today's tears sting too much
I don't want to see these tears
Hey, I love you after the shower on a clear day
Oh yes!
I love you for what you are
I love you, I love you, I love you

Well, she still knew that she still liked him. She couldn't just block him from her life anymore.

While she was still searching for something to wear, she heard a knock on the door.

"COMING!" Kaori screamed at the top of her lungs because she had to move A LOT of clothes on her way to the door. Once she got to the door, she opened the door and saw Mac standing looking at the floor looking all

"....Hi...." Kaori said to Mac

"Hey Kaori." Mac said still looking at the floor.

There was a 5 minute silence until Kaori broke it.

"Um, so why are you here?"

"I came here to tell ya something.." Mac said looking at Kaori now.

"So what do you need to tell me?"

My mom badgers me
to answer the phone
She suggests that I try
chatting for a little bit

Mac stood there, looking at her. Then after a minute, he spoke.

"I just wanted to ask why you kept ignoring me for the past couple of weeks....." Mac said still looking at Kaori with a sad face.

"It's because I-I-I... saw you with that other girl so many times...." Kaori said(She's so brave to just tell everything instantly!)

"Oh, you mean Amy? She's just a friend so don't worry if you think we're goin' out or something..." Mac said all calm.

"Oh.. Okay..." was all Kaori said back.

She hands me the phone
as usual
I'll answer it
as if nothing's wrong

They both just stood there. Not looking at each other. Just standing.

No one made a move. Just started at the ground or ceiling. They both couldn't even look at each other again.

Kaori just wanted to ask about this 'Amy' girl He has been with. She wanted to know a lot about her so she could make sure Mac would have a happy life with her9if they were together).

Did that girl touch you?
is not something I can ask
I love you, but what is this!
Hey, hey, hey

"Umm, is that all ?" Kaori asked now looking at Mac.

"Uhh.... Yeah... I'll see you around Kaori." Mac said while running into the elevator.

'sigh I think he wanted to say more but was too shy too...' Kaori thought.

She then went back into her room, closed the door and started looking for something to wear again.

She thought of that girl again. 'Amy'. She just wanted to know everything about this girl. She just wanted to know all, everything they had been doing together but she couldn't just do that.

I don't cry tomorrow, won't cry anymore
These tears are for the last time
Hey, I love you after the shower on a clear day
Oh yes!
I love you for what you are
I love you, I love you, I love you

Kaori stopped thing about 'Amy' and Mac and started to look at her clothes again.

'What would he like to see on me? I should of asked but I couldn't just say that as well as asking about Amy..' Kaori thought to herself.

I don't cry tomorrow, won't cry anymore
These tears are for the last time
Hey, I love you after the shower on a clear day
Oh yes!
I love you for what you are
I love you, I love you, I love you

She couldn't stop thinking about that now. She just couldn't.

After of a long time of thinking, Kaori plopped done on her bed and lay there... Thinking... Just Think.........

Okay, please bare with me because I tried... If it's good to you, just say something. If I get good reviews, I'll make the next chapter better.