Chapter 1

'I wish you only the best in life and don't forget me. 'These were my ex boyfriends last words, before he took his already packed bag, got to his car and drove away.

We, that are we and my now ex Felix, aleady split up 2 weeks ago, but he just found time now to get his clothes at my place.

The seperation was by me. I had this feeling 'of not wanting this relationship', for almost 2 months, but this feeling of 'oh that's normal', stoped me from doing the last step.

Another point on my list was, that I

Things happened in my past, I don't like talking about.

Me by the way, is an 18 year old girl named Sabrina. I'm from Germany. I was borned there, I grew up there and I can't imagine live anywhere else I guess. At this moment I'm living in Berlin an work there as a Make-Up Artist.

I've no idea where I will get in life, in my personal life as in my business life. But something I know is, that I have that I have this dreadful life and I have to deal with it.