Short texts or thoughts. Something different that I use to write, more about the form. AU, OOC, Dark.

I : MINE

I was attentively looking at you…

I silently followed you like your precious shadow…

Like every night… every day… every hour… every minute… every second…

I never missed that special moment with you.

I felt so close and at the same time, so far away from you…

I let my hand touch you, caressing the arch of your back but it was only air I approached with my eager fingers.

I hissed between my teeth, I was frustrated.

I growled like a wilde animal, and I was one or worst… I could not be tame. Not anymore.

I was always here…even if you did not realize it or notice me, or perhaps you knew it? I would not be surprised, I was not discreet about my deep intentions.

So why…why? WHY are you playing blind!

My heart was beating so fast, I heard the drumming up to my ears. My head was aching.

I won't let you. Never. I can't stand it, and I won't make twice that same mistake.

I did not notice that I was angrily biting my nails until I reached the blood.

I shook my mind and head. I needed to focus…on you…

The way you breathed… you moved… your reacted… everything… it was simply you that I want and nobody else.

I finally discovered the truth.

I was deeply aching inside, a burning sensation crawl inside my entrails as if worms were swarming in my stomach. I wanted to remove everything with my bare hands.

I strongly breathed, my head accidentally knocked the window of my car.

And I hit again, again and again… I lost the count.

I became more anxious.

Bad thoughts anguish my poor sanity.

I closed my eyes, I did not want the demons talked to me, or listen to them…

I did not care about the darkness or coldness… even if I secretly craved it for them.

That why I was so attracted to you.

Was I totally crazy?

I did not know… or I won't be honest with myself because I was already aware of the answer?

I smirked and touched my lips.

I looked at my face to the rear-view mirror.

I looked like a demon with a human face.

I looked like you.

I laughed ... you should proud of yourself and your work, you made me this way, my only love.